REZEKI MARZOKI

400th post

2008-12-31T22:47:00.006+08:00

PURPLEPROSA

Farewell 2008! It has been a roller coaster ride, really. I've learned and I've grown. It has been yet another memorable year. With that, I'm putting totallyr to an end. Goodbye. And I'll be more than glad if you guys would relink me. Thank you. (:

XOXO
Rezeki Marzoki.

Quizzes are dumb

2008-12-31T15:00:00.002+08:00

2 nights ago, I couldn't go to sleep so I did countless quizzes from blogthings.com. Trust me, I did more than these. *points below*

Your Feet Say You're Flexible

You are pretty average in your expressiveness. You can express yourself well, but you don't always want to.
You are a very passionate person. You are highly charged and easily inspired.
You are an assertive person at times. You'll pull out all the stops to get what you want, if it's worth it.
You take a while to fall in love, but once you do, you stay pretty attached to your partner.
You are not easily frightened, but you have a few strong phobias.
You are intellectual and philosophical. You are more concerned with thoughts than action.
You are a fairly hard worker, but you are also a little spoiled. You like indulge yourself every now and then.
You are easily influenced by other people. You're quite impressionable, so you should only be around people who are a good influence.

What Do Your Feet Say About You?

Some lines are very true. Like the one about expressing myself.

Your Underwear Says You're Confident

You have a lucky pair of underwear. And you wear it more than you should.
You're comfortable in your own skin - and don't care to impress anyone.

The Underwear Oracle

You Have Very Healthy Relationships

You are an amazing friend, partner, and family member.
You always take other people's feelings into account, and you're never selfish.
Your relationships are based on mutual respect.
You respect the people you love, and you only love people who respect you in return.

Do You Have Healthy Relationships?

Guys Think You're Easy to Be With... But Not Easy

You're definitely a flirt - and a good one.
But you also know that you shouldn't make a move on any cute guy who passes by.
You save your seductive moves for someone who already knows the real you.
That way, your sex appeal is just part of the whole package.

Are You An Easy Girl?

A good flirt, huh? Is that a good or a bad thing? Girls, better hold on to your BFs tight. Hahaha!

You Are 26% Scary

You scare men off occasionally, but only very weak men.
You're a normal woman. You're not perfect, but you're pretty darn close.

Do You Scare Off Men?

I don't think it's wrong to scare weak man off, right?

You Are Medium Maintenance

You aren't as hard to deal with as some girls
But you aren't the most laid back chick either
You're easy to deal with 90% of the time, but watch out for that 10%!
If the guy you are with has good intentions, then calm down a little
But if he's really screwing up, don't waste your breath - move on :-)

Are You A High Maintenance Woman?

Your Ex Is Paranoid

Whether your ex was accusing you of cheating or your friends of being evil...
Your ex definitely saw things that weren't there!
People with paranoid personality disorder bear grudges, are always suspicious, and confide in no one.
Sound at all familiar?

What's Wrong With Your Ex?

Eh? First line seems very familiar. Hahaha! But I dont think my exs have paranoid personality disorder. Sounds too extreme.

You Are an "It Girl"

You're outgoing, friendly, and charismatic.
You are aware of your image, and you are constantly improving yourself.
You're definitely the type of girl people love to be around!

Are You An "It Girl"?

Your Life is 60% Green

Your life is pretty green - and you know a lot about how to live an eco friendly life.
So congratulate yourself for being good to the earth. And maybe think about implementing some of the ideas from this quiz!

How Green Is Your Life?

Your Colors Say You Are Hopeful

When you are at peace, you are:
Energized and innovative
When you are moved to act, you are:
Confident and optimistic
When you are inspired, you are:
Spontaneous and adventurous
When your life is perfectly balanced, you are:
Totally in the moment
Your life's purpose is:
To live a passionate life

The Ultimate Color Test

Nice answers. I like! =D

Your Penis Name Is: Pumping Pole of Penile Power

Keep it in your pants!

Penis Name Generator

Is this a sexy Penis name? I don't even know what it means. I think my real name is sexier.

You Are Lightning

Beautiful yet dangerous
People will stop and watch you when you appear
Even though you're capable of random violence
You are best known for: your power
Your dominant state: performing

What Type of Weather Are You?

I got the power! =D

Your Heart is Blue and Green

Your heart is open and dynamic.
You are flexible, optimistic, and expressive.
You bring honesty and intimacy to relationships.
You're good at expressing your needs to your partner.

What Are the Colors of Your Heart?

You Are Great With Money

You know the value of a dollar - and you save and spend wisely.
By living below your means, you've set yourself up for a rich future.
And while it may hurt to sacrifice now, you'll probably have plenty of money later on.
You're on your way to riches - just keep it up.

Are You Good With Money?

All I know is, I AM VERY STINGY. Do you know that?

You Are 28% Gross

You're a tad gross, but generally you're a clean, hygienic person.
No one can be perfectly clean all the time, and it's better to be human than a neat freak.

How Gross Are You?

You Are a Pig

You are very intelligent, and you enjoy being around people. You can trust others easily.
You have great reasoning skills, and you are quick learner. You are able to adapt to most situations.
You tend to be very territorial and picky. You don't like people messing with your stuff.

You have keen senses and reflexes. You can defend yourself well and quickly sense danger.

What Animal Are You?

Aaahh.. Now I know why my close friends always call me 'Babi'. I'm an intelligent pig!

You Are Straight

There's not much queer about you.
So let's just say you're straight... but not narrow.

What's Your Sexual Orientation?

Sometimes, just sometimes.. I've a thing for girls. HAHAHA! SHHHSSSH!

Your Inner Retro Girl Is 1950s Pinup

Or at least, that's what your heart is.

What Retro Girl Are You?

I find Pinups interesting. The makeup, clothes, style and all.

Your Birth Month is November

Tolerant and inspirational, you are wise beyond your years.
You are universally sympathetic and a great humanitarian.
Your soul reflects: Compassion, friendship, and secret love
Your gemstone: Citrine
Your flower: Chrysanthemum
Your colors: Dark blue, red, and yellow

What Does Your Birth Month Mean?

Fact: I am NOT tolerant. I prefer sunflowers.

Your Theme Song is Beautiful Day by U2

"Sky falls, you feel like
It's a beautiful day
Don't let it get away"
You see the beauty in life, especially in ordinary everyday moments.
And if you're feeling down, even that seems a little beautiful too.

What's Your Theme Song?

What Your Height Says About You

You are a warm, outgoing person. You are a very social creature.
You value harmony, and you often play the role of mediator.
You are a very real and honest person. You know how to kindly tell people the truth.
You crave love and approval. Luckily, you are a very easy person to love.

You are about as tall as the average Australian woman.

What Does Your Height Say About You?

I am a partial social creature. I choose to whom I speak to. Aaahh.. The truth. Some said I'm good at words. I don't know. Maybe, maybe not.

Your Luck Quotient: 78%

You have a high luck quotient.
More often than not, you've felt very lucky in your life.
You may be randomly lucky, but it's probably more than that.
Optimistic and open minded, you take advantage of all the luck that comes your way.

How Lucky Are You?

You Are an Indifferent Ex

You're not one of those girls who thinks about her exes - or even remembers them
"Love 'em and Leave 'em" is your motto. And your break ups tend to be a clean break.
It's a nice strategy to have, and guys appreciate your total lack of emotional baggage.
But just a little reminder: it is okay to remember the good parts of your past, even with exes.

What Kind of Ex-Girlfriend Are You?

Hahaha! What kind of motto is that? So cruel. ^.^

You Are A Chestnut Tree

You are a born diplomat with a well developed sense of justice.
And even though you're impressive and intimidating, you're also fun to be around.
You can be irritated easily, and you sometimes act superior.
Nevertheless, you are sensitive of others feelings and very loyal.
Sometimes you feel misunderstood and are fiercely close to those who know you best.

What's Your Celtic Horoscope?

Diplomat, huh? I take that as one of the best compliments. "Act superior"? Thanks eh. I know where I stand. Rooooaaarr! I AM FIERRRRCCCE!

twilight

2008-12-30T12:57:00.005+08:00

A movie that I don't plan to watch at all. But since the cousin insisted, I caught it in the theater yesterday. I give 3 popcorn bites for the movie. It's freaking cheesy (and draggy) & made my hair stand. I was expecting more action, but neh.. It's more about Edward and Bella (who look so good together, in my opinion). Nevertheless, the ending made me want to watch the sequel. I am looking forward to it, really.

Oh yes, Robert Pattinson. He is so not-to-die-for. I mean, I don't think he is thaaaat cute. BUT BUT! He looks so hot in the shades in one of the scenes in the movie and his stare.. Awww.. *melts* HAHA! Okay fine. After I watch the movie, I think Rob looks cute BUT ONLY IN THE MOVIE. In pictures, urrggh! Such a turn off.

Look at that! How could girls be screaming over him? -.-

One of the last few

2008-12-24T22:51:00.006+08:00

Hello hello! Life has been great, seriously. Nothing rocks but the truth. I'm relieved, I'm shocked (okay, not really) and I'm (over)joyed when I knew the truth. It rocks! After what happened, I knew that person will get it right back at his/her face.

Besides the 'truth' (which prolly most of you won't know what I'm talking about), yesterday's picnic with my BPPS GFs was a BLAST! Everyone was present and picture taking was totally rad. The food was FAB and the weather was puuurr-fect (though it drizzled when we were about to settle our stuffs). &&& remember girls, all the talk we had, only the trees know, aight? ((:

Back home, uploading pictures was O-M-G! It was really kecoh & being a Facebook Idiot didn't help much. So ALL the photos are up in individual's Facebook and 98% are in my multiply. So, check it out!

The 7 of us.

Though my face sucks, I love the photo.

Just being girls.

PICNIC!

I LOVE YOU, GIRLFRIENDS! <333

Anyway, here are some overdue photos.

I think I look good in red tudung. (: Maryam & I digressing while doing our assignment.

The Pizza Hut surprise from my usuals (Maryam, Amira & Idayu). Thanks girls! I'm sure some of you know that my 18th sucked reaaaaaal bad that I declared it was my worst day of my life.

Oh yes! Thanks to the DEES for the lovely birthday song and to the Pisangs: Thanks for the kisses. Not forgetting, a big thank you to all who wished me a very happy birthday, be it belated, advanced or the day itself.

OMG! I'm thanking everyone on the eve of Christmas?! Tell me when was my 18th?

fresh

2008-12-19T01:33:00.006+08:00

My baby smells so good. I mean, my laptop. It smells so good, so fresh & so NEW with the new keyboard/buttons. &&& my battery span is longer right now, much much much longer than before (which can only last for 10 minutes) cause... The service center gave me a new battery.

For the past 3 months, I have to put the laptop right beside the modem just to get connected to the net cause the wireless card is spoilt. & right now, I can bring my laptop everywhere in the house without getting cut from the net. Yessa! I feel so alive.

The new keyboard/buttons, new battery and new wireless card (and the delivery to CCK Singpost from Changi Business Park) for F.R.E.E. How can I not feel so alive without having the parents to fork out any money to repair my laptop? ((:

pictures!

2008-12-15T16:21:00.009+08:00

So much for picture-less entries... Here goes some pictures for you, readers out there.

Posters, done on Friday.

Our poster. (:

OURS! (Idayu & I) See? You can flip for more details. Tell me it's innovative! =D

Amira's & Maryam's.

Joyce's & Regina's.

RuiShan's & Violet's.

Fwah's & WeiQi's.

Lovely, ain't it? Featuring all of us!

Theresa's & Zhi Yi.

Celestine's & Hui Ying's.

Pei Hung's, Pei Yun's & Juian.

Romei's & Shamini's.

Orchard (Friday)

Night mode is so cool.

Freaking cool.

This is NOT cool.

Moonlight & this was not taken frm Orchard, like DUH!

Us at Kat's Wedding.

U20 at Delta, taken during quarter-finals. (Ngee Ann vs IDK; score: 0-1)

The yellows and greens.

Getting to individual's position.

Defending.

Shot corner.

Attacking.

Disappointment.

Cool down.

& this took me 45mins to upload and rearrange the photos. So long!

A long day, indeed.

2008-12-14T23:38:00.003+08:00

I just deleted the whole paragraph which I typed five minutes ago. Hahaha! First things first. My posts are going to be picture-less for these few days till I send my laptop for repair. I never like the idea of uploading my stuffs in the computer. So the pictures have to wait. Anyway, I went to Kat's wedding in the noon and went to Delta with Aneesa to support the guys for U20. It was such a long (and sleepy, though I slept for 9 hrs) day. It was my very FIRST time going to my friend's wedding and of course, giving hongbao. Eh wait, it was my second time giving hongbao. The first time was during Hari Raya when the ZPS students came to visit me. So, yeah.. I feel old. Time flies, huh?

Soon, I'll be in Kat's position (HAHAHA!). Don't you think so? InsyaAllah. But now, it's not the right time to have a special one. I'm not ready. LOL! Why am I talking about this?!

Goodnight.

393th

2008-12-12T23:46:00.003+08:00

In a way, I'm lucky that school term has ended because right before I could do my last assignment for the term, my keyboard for my laptop has totally gone haywired and now, I could not use my laptop at all, which totally s-u-c-k-s! The keyboard for the comp is freaking n-o-i-s-y and yeah.. It's really noisy.

& now, my feet hurts. Walking in that oh-so-old-and-outdated-Everlast-shoes in Orchard was so.. Uncomfortable. Mum, I need new shoes and.. A Chanel bag. (:

Anyway, the sale is practically crazy and you could see people with big shopping bags with prettaaay bags in it or perhaps pretty clothes. I bought a Mango pants and I just found out that my size is US 1. Okay, I'm done.

The picture

2008-12-09T20:40:00.003+08:00

My hands are really tired tracing the scanned pictures in Photoshop. PHOTOSHOP, YOU KNOW! I'm using PHOTOSHOP! 3 cheers for myself. HAHAH! Anyway, I know I mentioned about my shortshortshort hair a few days ago, so here goes the picture of the shortshortshort hair.

From this..

To this! (=

hari raya haji

2008-12-08T23:50:00.009+08:00

It has been years since I witnessed the korban and this year I went to Masjid Al-Firdaus to have a pretty close up view. My aunt's family had 5 sheeps to be sacrificed while her grandchild had 2. A great afternoon spent with the family. (:

Sheeps awaiting.

The volunteers.

Can you see the sheeps hanging?

After being skinned. Don't worry, they're only skinned after their last breath.

The blood on the floor make it a bit gruesome.

Where the sheep would be laid and sacrificed.

Danishq Elfi!

The baby who loves to babble and babble.

Cutting the meat into smaller pieces for distribution at my aunt's place.

They did it outside the lift.

See?

Escape's Flipper.

11TH BATCH DOING THEIR THAAAAANG! <3

Escape Theme Park Pictures

Escape

2008-12-07T21:42:00.004+08:00

It was a sweeeet escape. Though it rained soon after we arrived there, we still had fun. After Escape, we went to E-hub to "ice-skate". I want to go to the real ice-skating ring, pretty please!

Chacha won herself a soft toy aft playing a game.

Wet 'n' Wild.

After getting wet!

"Ice-skating".

Oh yes! My shortshortshort hair! I dont have a decent photo but this would be a perfect description of my shortshortshort hair. ((:

Just try to imagine the adult version of this picture.

december

2008-12-03T21:20:00.003+08:00

It's December! I'll reflect on 2008 (soon) for sure, before I put this blog to an end. Yes, this time I'll move for sure 'cause I've already created a new account somewhere and it's all ready for 2009. Anyway, I've an reflective paper which has no progress since yesterday and other assignments which I totally lost count. Man, I lost my drive to continue my studies, what more to go to school. My attendance is atrocious, I tell you. If my parents find out, I'm a dead meat. I want my tertiary studies to end quick! Now, please.

Besides that, I'm pretty much on cloud 9 (in dreams, in reality, in conversations, in almost everything) on most days since.. Err, you don't have to know. No no, I'm not seeing anyone. Don't get it wrong, my dear friends. It's really hard to explain. You see, it's starts with 'A' and it jumps to 'H' and then back to 'C' but it will jump forward again. Thrilling experience! (:

I've nothing more to say, except that I cut my hair real short. & I mean it, REAL SHORT!

16+2

2008-11-30T20:38:00.000+08:00

It was my worst day of my life.
OF MY LIFE!

21st

2008-11-29T00:29:00.001+08:00

Abang turned 21 on this date. (:

Anyway, yesterday was NPCC's campfire/BBQ/Reunion. I almost missed it to catch up with my sleep (LOL!) but Azizah dragged me down, and I'm glad she did that 'cause it was so nice to see everyone. The strength certainly got smaller but what heck! Batch 11 ROCKS!

Batch 11.

With Batch 13. & for the rest of photos do visit YellowBlanket.

Ketek's Birthday

2008-11-27T21:23:00.004+08:00

Happy 11th Birthday to my younger brother, Muhammad Faiz Bin Marzoki and Happy 18th Birthday to Siti Aisyah Binte Jaafar. Faiz got his presents from the siblings and Pizza Hut treat from mum plus 10bucks from dad. LOL! & to my meenah (Aisyah), let's meet up soooooon. ((:

Puma bag from yours truly and IDK what the hell did he buy with the 10bucks dad gave.

The wrapping paper excites him enough.

Transformers!

This week has been exceptionally tiring for me. & I had 3 hrs of sleep yesternight and I'm going to be dead beat soooooon. Really tired. I've many many pictures, but I'll post it whenever I'm free and whenever I'm not feeling F.A.T. Nights.

Time check: 3.20am, Friday (:

Nuts

2008-11-25T01:55:00.003+08:00

The lecturers are practically driving us, students nuts. I'm not only talking from the ECH's perspective. I'm sure students from other courses are going crazy with assignments, tests and yada-yada. Back when I was in year 1, E-learning week was heaven. But last week's E-learning week sucked big time that I'm not even done with some of the tasks. Summaries to be done, assignments to be completed and classes to rush to. We're seriously having the time of our life, not.

Tell me this is going to be worth it. If not...

Oh yes! Wednesday will be my assessment date and I've not prepared my stuffs. Oh, tell me about it! This is simply nuts. That's why I want everyday to be Tuesday. =D God, please bless me.

5th

2008-11-23T01:22:00.002+08:00

Everyone has his/her downfall. No, I don't enjoy watching them crumble and fall. But sometimes, I just wish I could laugh at their faces and say "Serve you right!" But as a 'kind soul', I rather not because there's always karma at the back of my horns waiting to come round. Know what I'm saying?

So to the person I'm referring to, best wishes. =D

Anyway, I can't believe that it's already Sunday. I want everyday to be like Tuesday. For odd reasons, I just want everyday to be like Tuesday. I've lots of work to do & I'm only 1/4 done. But here I am, blogging. Wasting of time, you say? Nope, it's regulating your emotions, good for the mind and soul. HAHAHA! Whatever that means. Oh well, I'm sure you have piles of (sometimes, unneccesary) assignments/tasks to complete. Gambatte, everybodaaay!

Yasmin Ahmad

2008-11-21T14:19:00.009+08:00

21-year old Rohana and her 14-year old sister Rohani are two Malay sisters on the run from their wealthy, abusive father. Finding refuge in a smaller town, their secret little world collides with that of Brian Goh, a Chinese30-year old school teacher. Haunted by a dark period in his own childhood, Robert is irresistibly drawn towards the sisters, partly because of their plight, but mostly because of their mysterious ability to quote, randomly, from holy books and ancient scriptures. In this story of troubled souls who find comfort in each other, love offers us a chance to forgive, and ultimately, reconcile with our past.

I'm not really a big fan of Yasmin Ahmad but her films are always among the best, if not the best Malay/English films. I hope I'll have enough ka-chings to catch this in Picturehouse. You know how films that are shown in Picturehouse are always good. & it's 27 november! My brother's birthday. I was planning to bring him to 'All Things Disney' but you see, my supply of money is running short. Haiyayaya..

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The siblings are turning one year older very soon! 11,21,1816.
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White Tiger Attack; To watch it or not, it's up to you. It ain't that scary for me 'cause it doesnt show the whole 'drama'.

ANTM Cycle 11

2008-11-20T20:32:00.004+08:00

Yeah, whatever. I know Mckey is going to win after the episode where Elina got eliminated. But still, I wanted Analeigh to be the next ANTM. SAD!

So yeah, that's Mckey and the end of cycle 11. Can't wait for Cycle 12! It's coming up soooon! Weee!

Happy girl

2008-11-18T16:12:00.009+08:00

Besides the fact that my jiwe retak, I'm still content with what I have right now. The heart's still healing though, 'cause it's still happening. Oh well.. There's nothing I can really do. Sad, but true. Okay, enough about my jiwe retak 'cause I strongly believe that you've no idea what I'm talking about.

Anyway, here's some updates:

1) After so long, I met up with Noryati Binte Safi'ee, my close secondary school buddy. We had dinner at none other than... Ramen Ten. *jumps around* & while walking in Far East, I saw Fiza Superstar. Like O-M-G! Sway man.. Hahaha!

Dope.

Seafood tomyam.

Mango Tango.

Mochi!

2) Photoshop is still a very alien program for me.

Tell me this is cute.

3) The ECH students made their own ice-cream last Thursday. It was interestingly... cold. My ice-cream was a success though it melted really fast.

Yumyum!

Yes! That's ice-cream. (:

4) Melacca trip on Sunday was fun. The bestest so far. & convoy was absolutely gerek! SEVEN CARS! & guess what? I saw Amira-Tun Nafisah Binte Tamrin at Pagor, one of the stops. HAHAHA! I was so so so surprised. Nevertheless, it was great seeing her there! (:

Family Madness.

Gays.

Natasha Nur Iman.

Faiz.

Daughter, Dad and Son.

Sakinah <3

Chacha <3

<33333

Cousins power.

Amira- Tun Nafisah!

& it ended with a blast! I mean, fireworks.

5) Progress on assignments is very very slow, but I dont give a shit. I'll resort to last minute work, I'm sure.

6) Izznie and the brother have grown. They're one bunch of happy pills.

With Izznie.

Izznie.

The entertainer aka Barney fan.

7) The cousin and nephews from KL sleepover at my home from Sunday and went home earlier on. Now that the nephews have went home, my home seems.. very quiet. Another bunch of happy pills. (:

Irfan

Iqbal.

Brother and Iman aka uncle and nephew.

Baffled

2008-11-10T22:12:00.003+08:00

At this moment, there's no sweet escape. & at this very moment, I'm not only feeling useless but disappointed. You knew that's my weakness, my fear but where do I go from here on? Voices screaming inside me and reality is not making any sense to me, does it? With all your promises, it sounded so convincing but where did it go? When you're the person I hope to talk to, when you're the person I lean on, when you're the person I rely on, you're not here.. with me, walking through this rough journey.

You're none other than a big disappoinment. Really, you are.

Gone, I shall be.

fairytale

2008-11-10T20:42:00.002+08:00

If life could be like a fairytale, wouldnt it be better? But fairytales are fiction, aren't they? I'm over the place right now. My mind's pretty messed up. It's not the assignments that are worrying me. Neither it's the datelines. It's something else.

Take a leap of faith.

A week's update

2008-11-07T19:09:00.009+08:00

My 'mini-mohawk' dad says "HELLO"! HAHAHA!

FYI, I've been sick these few days. I took MC on Tuesday and was back to school the next day. Then, I got an email about my LOW ATTENDANCE for one of my modules. Pfft! I only skipped once! Besides that, I cried on Sunday and went to school with a very swollen pair of eyes on Monday which only got better in the afternoon. Jiwa retak, like what Maryam always says. Direct translation: Soul broken. LOL!

Wednesday was SHIT cause it's attachment day. I was feeling cranky and my throat wasnt giving the least help plus the children! Urgh! They were killing me, seriously. BUT, I had a successful lesson. Hee! & yesterday, I made a trip to Tampines. SIAN! Such a long journey. For today, my vision was really blur. It was like, hazy vision, very hazy vision. & lastly, I'm still on medication and that sucks! 'Cause I hate medicines esp the pill ones. DONE!

ITA lesson, with that jacket, with that headset.

"Hello, sir! How can we help you?"

If you dont know how to use the mic, you can use it to dig goldmines in your nose. (:

Aaahhh.. My FIRST photoshop picture. HAHAHA!

Oh yes! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO IDAYU!

Birthday girl 3rd from left.

The usuals. (:

YESYESYES! I almost forgot! Aneesa Ching's tag. (:

1. Your relationship with him/her is?
Hockey mate.

2. Your five impression of him/her?
Chitty-chatty, nice smile, sugar, spice and everything nice.

3. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you?
Hmm.. I can't recall. Hee!

4.The most memorable thing he/she had said to you?
"OMG Kiki, you're very nice."

5.What kind of guy/girl he/she like?
Adam Gregory, Zac Efron kind of guy. HAHAHA!

6.If he/she becomes your lover, you will?
Do the chicky dance with her all day long. ^_^

7. If he/she becomes your lover, the thing he/she has to improve on will be?
She is good as she is now. (:

8. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will:
Take her damn thick accountancy books and throw it back on her head. *Walau.. So childish!*

9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be:
Probably because she didn't send me emails about hockey updates. HAHAHA!

10. The most desired thing that you want to do for him/her now is:
Hmm.. I cant think of any lehhh..

11. Your overall impression of him/her is?
A very animated person.

12. How do you think people around you will feel about you?
It depends. Irritated, weird, warm, cold, arrogance. Hahahaha!

13. The characters you love of yourself are:
Opiniated, optimistic, health conscious or should I say food conscious? Hmmm?

14. On the contrary, the characters you hate yourself are:
I always think that I'm fat. Hahaha! No, I'm serious. *insert serious face*

15. The most ideal person you want to be is:
Inspiring teacher. How 'bout that?

16. For people that care and like you, say something to them:
I LOVE YOU! ♥

17. Pass this Quiz to 10 people.
Hmm.. I'll pass to the first ten person on my blog links except for Aneesa, of course (& I wonder who will do this tag).
1 Amira (IJC)
2 Amira (NP)
3 Aqmar
4 Arina
5 Asfalina
6 Azizah
7 Dayang
8 Diyanah
9 Fadil
10 Fairuz

18. Who is no.6 having relationship with?
With everyone under the sun. LOL!

19. Is no.9 a male or female?
Male.

20. If no.7 and 8 are together, will it be a good thing?
HAHAHAHA! I dont think so. They dont even know each other.

22. What is no.2 studying about?
Early Childhood Education.

23. When was the last time you had a chat with no. 5?
WOW! Good question. A real good chat would be MONTHS ago.

24. What kind of music band does no.8 like?
I'm not that sure. Indie, perhaps?

25. Does no.1 have any siblings?
A brother.

26. Will you woo no.3 ?
Neh, I dont woo people. :D

28. Is no.4 single?
Nope.

29. What is the surname of no.5 ?
Surname? Asmawi. Is that a surname?

30. What's the hobby of no.4?
Clueless.

31. Does no.5 and 9 get along well?
I dont think they've even met each other.

32. Where is no.2 studying at?
Ngee Ann Poly, School Of Humanities.

33. Talk something casually about no.1?
She's taking her A Levels now and she's wants to be a teacher who does not want to go through the NIE. Am I right?

34. Have you tried developing feelings for no.8 ?
Nope, not the least.

35. Where does no.9 live at?
I forgot. Commonwealth, is it?

36. What colour does no.4 like?
Black?

37. Are no.5 and 1 best friends?
Very good JC friends.

38. Does no.7 like no.2 ?
Nope nope. I assume that they're strangers.

39. How do you get to know no.2 ?
Through our lectures and tutorials.

40. Does no.1 have any pets?
If I'm not wrong, rabbit. Is it still alive? HAHA!

41. Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?
Hahahaha! I'm sexier. TOO BAD. 0.-

42. Is no.10 tall?
She's as tall as me... If I'm not wrong. (:

Aneesa's tag DONE! Homework, NOT DONE! *YEAY*

/Edited/
To those *katak bawah tempurung* people, Obama won the elections. I think he is good looking, don't you? &&& everytime I see him in the TV, it'll remind me of... Lewis Hamilton. HAHAHA!

lovely

2008-10-31T22:40:00.005+08:00

It's the end of the week. I've lots to do, really lots to do yet I'm wasting my time on the laptop. Anyway, 2 weeks to go before ANTM Cycle 11's winner is announced. I'm rooting for Annaleigh. Hee! Of all things, I'm counting down to ANTM's last episode. Oh well..

& since my tutorial ended really early today, we went to Botanic Garden (Jacob's Garden) to do one of our assignments. Boy, am I really tired running here and there taking pictures in the Jacoab's Garden. We were only given 10minutes to explore the place 'cause we have no child with us. How unreasonable was that?

Usuals.

WeiQi, PeiYun, Fwah, PeiLin and Brenda.

Tree house at Jacob's Garden.

Usuals.

No no, they're not mating. Busking or is it basking?

We went to the main garden itself and then to Adam Food Center to have our lunch. My menu: Mee Soto, as always. (:

I waited more than 20minutes for a bowl of Mee Soto.

Bandung.
Azizah came to my crib in the late afternoon and yeah, she just went home.

Black and white.

Mentel girl.
Oh yes, my tutee and his dad came to my house last night and I was like "SHIT! Don't tell me he failed his subjects!" But thankfully he passed with flying colours. He wanted to buy me something, but neh. It's too early for me to accept gifts. *macam paham*

Oh oh! There were police, 2 police cars mind you at my house just now. They were there like an hour plus. HAHAHAHAHA! Serve the kids right! They've been making so much noise around my neighbourhood these few days. *TWO THUMBS UP*

One.

Two.

Three.

Deprived childhood? HAHAHA! Good night. (:

HAPPY DEEPAVALI!

2008-10-27T17:41:00.008+08:00

Can I Have This Dance - HSM 3

After watching HSM3 yesterday, I think that I'm too old for the show 'cause to me it was kinda boring but to my younger cousins/nephew/nieces, the story was great. Oh well... Sad fact: I am old. ): Nevertheless, Zac Efron was hot in the movie (and will always be) & the songs are absolutely great. I think they have the best songs compared to HSM and HSM2. However, Vanessa Hudgens sound really bad in HSM3 as compared to HSM. *shake head*

Our long tickets. Total: 11.

After the show at Causeway Point.
Sakinah, Shadiqa, Faiz & I had a hard time choosing where to go after the show and after much 'discussion' we decided to go for a swim. & YESSS! We tried out my camera in the pool and it rocks! So now, who wants to go to the pool and take photos in it with me? Hehehe!

Sakinah.

Shadiqa, upside down, IN THE POOL!

Faiz posing in the water. =D
After which, We went for dinner at Lot 1, Sakinah's house and ended up in my crib. SLEEPOVER! =D

& this morning, we had our own exercise. Jogging(from CCK-Gombak-CCK) & cycling(from CCK-Zhenghua Park-CCK). And now, I feel so fat 'cause I just got back from Bugis where I ate my superspicylunch at Tong Seng Coffeeshop with (a quarter of) my (extended) family.

The boys cant be bothered to jog alongside us.

See that? They cycled all the way.

Sweaty Pig.

At Bugis Junction.
Lastly, HAPPY DEEPAVALI to all Hindus out there & please don't drink and wrestle on the lorry, okay? ^.^

I'm like freaking bored.

2008-10-25T20:20:00.002+08:00

Hell yeah, I'm bored. Besides school, this is my life. YOUTUBE. HAHAHAH! & since Project Runway US Season 5 has ended some time ago, Ive one less entertainment show. But still, I've 'Make Me A Supermodel' and 'Runway to LA' starring Jordan Loukas from AustNTM (season 3). & I've yet to catch up on AustNTM (season 4). Lastly, I hope Project Runway (Australia) will come up with Season 2 even though the host was trying so hard to talk like Heidi. :D

Leeanne Marshall, winner of Project Runway US season 5.

Make Me A Supermodel.

Runway to LA. JORDAN JORDAN JORDAN.

This is S-H-I-T!

2008-10-25T19:33:00.003+08:00

I am so angry about this! Tell me what fuck is this? All you can give is FOUR POINTS? Shit ass!

Butter Making

2008-10-24T21:49:00.006+08:00

HAH! I didnt know that you can make butter by just shaking whipping cream in a bottle. Cool or what? Anyway, school has been stressing me out. I have not even started on a single assignment BUT FP just killed me today. Like OMG, how am I supposed to handle all that?

Look at Philip! The 'hip-hop' lecturer.

With Tun.

With Shan.

Trying out our butter with bread.

Unglam Part 1.

Unglam Part 2.

See? We finished up more than 3/4 of the bread loaf. That means, our butter was NICE!

Spot Pampam!

Madnesssssss!

Met up with Leen for dinner.

Usual menu: Mee Sua or Ban Mian
More Butter Making Photos

Fairytale done by my team mates and I; adapted from the story Rapunzel.

OH YES!I LOVE THIS GIRL! (:

You should watch ANTM Cycle 11 Episode 9 where she did her commercial. I WAS BLOWN AWAY! She was daaamn good. After 3weeks being called 2nd, at last she was called FIRST today. Tell me Analeigh is more than pretttty! Heehee!

I'm not missing you?

2008-10-23T23:06:00.005+08:00

Today's butter making photos are still uploading in my multiply. However, all the videos are already up in my youtube's account.

You have to tilt your head, though. For this video.

After adding a little bit of salt

PERFECT!

& this was madness, don't you agree? HAHAH!

Hmm.. I've something to blog about but it slipped my mind, just a moment ago. Oh well.. I can't wait for SUNDAY SUNDAY SUNDAY! ((:

zac zac zac!

2008-10-22T19:43:00.002+08:00

Yeah, whatever. I'm a fan of HSM. So what? Gonna watch it with my cousins, soooon! Can't wait! Weeeeeee!

370th entry

2008-10-21T20:31:00.006+08:00

Alrighty! I got the hari raya photos from Azian. ((: Most of it are in Yellowblanket and this is an UPDATED ALBUM. Anyway, school has been fantastic with my amusing friends and the BEST OF THE BEST PART is "ASS-IGNMENTS." The joy of studying. (:

I wanted to do a video but I think reading is more interesting, so yaaaarrr.. I'll get back to my reading.

&& yes! I've to give school's FIRST and SECOND turf trainings a miss cause the boy requested to have an extra session. SAAAAD! ):

ABC 123!

2008-10-19T17:45:00.005+08:00

It's Sunday. Time flies. Anyway, yesterday was Jalan Raya with the Hockey Peeps. Gosh! It was damn tiring. I had blisters 'cause we had to walk quite a bit. Total houses visited: 7. Azian's, mine, Ruz's, Faeez's, Dawn's, Izzat's, Masita's. From CCK, to Teck Whye, to Jurong, to Woodlands and lastly to Hougang. & I'll post the pictures when I got them.

By the way, a video made by me, myself & I for one of ITA's class tasks. ENJOY!

Cause of the effect and all, the video's a bit blur. For clearer view/photos visit: http://yellowblanket.multiply.com/photos/album/33/Childhood_Days

Shamini & I during lunch on Friday at Alumni.

The usuals.

Shanshine and Vye!

Kebaya ((:

1050SW

2008-10-15T16:38:00.005+08:00

Yeah, I'm broke and I don't think I'll have enough ka-chings for my meals in school. Boy, am I really glad that I don't have any breaks on Wednesdays and Fridays. Anyway, meet my new baby; shockproof, waterproof and it's 10.1 megapixels. Absolutely, it was worth it 'cause my old digital camera was dated back in 2004/2005, where 4megapixels are good enough to capture those sweet memories. & right now, my baby is...3 days old! ((:

Maryam, too bought a camera for herself so does Amira. Cool or what? I was telling them that we're buying cameras like fritters. Maryam's 2 days old and Amira just bought it like hours ago. HAHAHA!

Anyway, just a lil' flashback...

Monday, 13th October 2008
It was the first day of school and I was already up at 5am even though class starts at 11am. Lessons were alright and yes, assignments.. One word: SHIOK! & I was really disturbed by "that someone's" eyebrows 'cause she shaved it all. I spend half of my time in the lecture looking at those bald eyebrows. HAHA!

Azizaaaaaaah <3

"Cardigan lawa seyy.."

Tuesday, 14th October 2008
Second day of school was really really long and tiring. I was almost late for school cause I spend more than 10mins ironing my skirt and that set me back from my 'schedule'. Singapore Families was kinda similar to Global Issues in Yr1Sem2 but this was more...Dry. & I didnt know there's theories to explain the word 'family'.

Back home, god-aunt, her daughter plus grandson &&&& Syazanna came to my house for Hari Raya visits. (:

Before Miss Sue's lecture starts.

Maryam's new cameraaa.

Shaky hands; was giggling.

Syahir, Kak Ya & Long.

Syazanna and Brotherrr.

Wednesday,15th October 2008
I only had one lecture today at 2pm and it was ITA, a module which I never pay attention. HEHEHE! Oh come on.. If you have your laptop right in front of you during lecture, what would you do? But that doesnt mean I didnt do the tasks given during class. I did, okaaay...

So right now, Im in the library and time check: 5.08pm. Im going to training later, like "WOW!" & I was so glad that we could use the artificial turf from next week onwards and trainings are 2 days a week. Im going to miss one 'cause Im still busy with tutoring and stuffs. Exam fever is not over, yet!

his 15th

2008-10-14T23:17:00.002+08:00

Unfortunately, this is the one and only photo of both of us. Anyway, meet my SMS buddy, Rifa'ie who can either make me laugh or irritate the shit out of me. HAHAHA! Happy Birthday Sepet! Please find yourself a GF, thank you very much. ((:

Connie Talbot

2008-10-10T23:31:00.006+08:00

I want to buy her album(s) but they are not available in Spore. Perhaps, I should just buy it from the net? But it's freaking expensive. ):

syawal

2008-10-09T21:00:00.008+08:00

Haa! I typed out a few paragraphs about my raya visits but I think it was a bore, so yeah.. Pictures will do the talking instead.

1st Syawal @ Aunt's place.

2nd Syawal: Mum and I.

2nd Syawal: With half of the family living in Malaysia.

4th Syawal: I had visitors from noon till 10pm.

5th Syawal.

5th Syawal.

5th Syawal.

6th Syawal: Raya visits with poly mates; At Wani's.

6th Syawal: At Maryam's.

6th Syawal: At Fiza's.

6th Syawal: At Zizah's.

6th Syawal: At mine's.

6th Syawal: At Miss Sue's.

6th Syawal: And it was home sweet home.

More photos at:

(1)YELLOWBLANKET

(2)AZIZAAA

(3)ANAJAMILAZAKIYA

the golden ques

2008-10-08T19:26:00.003+08:00

www.olympus.com.sg

I only have close to $300 with me. But soon aft, I need to pay hockey shirt&hoodie and Im pretty sure Im going to eat at all the places which supposingly does not fit my standard of living and hence, I'll be left with... less than $50? ):

To all the kind souls out there, if you have no idea what to do with your ka-chings, do kindly send me an email at rezeki.9030@hotmail.com and I'll reply you with my acc number for you to deposit as much money as you wish.

Thank you for reading.

& the title has nothing to do with my post.

Good day, everyone.

F4 Iftar

2008-10-07T12:24:00.006+08:00

I cant check my mail for the past 4 days till now, after I've install *idk-what*. It's really frustrating 'cause it's quite troublesome for me. Grrrr! Im still pissed off, though. Anyway, few days before Ramadhan ended, F4 met up to break fast together at Bugis. It was Hazleen's idea to go to Bugis but she was the one who was missing. After break fast, the 3 of us went back to CCK to meet up with Hazleen. PICTURES!

Hee! I like this shot. Priceless faces.

When you have money, this will happen. (:

Artificial face.

The bands around my wrist are gone! :(

While waiting for THE time.

y=mx +c, part i

y=mx +c, part ii

This is the original one.

It's maybelline. Aisyah's eye.

I ~~promise you~~ hope that the next wallet wont be Rip Curl. It's gonna be 'G'. =P

ONE!

TWO!

THREE!

FOUR!

For more pictures, visit:

AZIZAH'S MULTIPLY

HAZLEEN'S MULTIPLY

salam lebaran

2008-10-02T14:29:00.005+08:00

Proper update soon. (:

welcome

2008-09-27T13:50:00.002+08:00

Muhammad Danish Elfi Bin Muhammad Faisal.

25 September 2008, an addition to our shrinking family. ((:

Hari Raya

2008-09-26T14:09:00.003+08:00

Around 4 more days to go before it's Hari Raya Aidilfitri. Boy, am I excited? Kinda. Raya songs are on air, kuih raya are stocked up (none of them homemade) and of course my baju kurungsssss. I've this colour, that colour and that dashing colour plus some other colours... Mum and I spent (insert number) for our baju kurung and Im sure we will be spoilt for choices. HAHAHA!

Anyway, my cousin's wife has just given birth to a baby boy and the family have yet to visit them. I'm so so so so excited. With that I have.. Hmm.. More than 15 nieces and nephews or prolly more than 20? Neh, I dont know and I forbid them from calling me Aunt 'cause it sounds too old for me. HAHAHA!

CONGRATULATIONS!

Oh yes! On Wednesday, some selected ECH students came down to Yishun to celebrate a very advance Children's Day with the children there. And yeap! I did enjoy myself. Great experience and I dont mind do it again for any other event, seriously. Other pictures are confidential. (:

The D Clan who went for the celebration.

Smart little boy.

Lastly, Ramadhan On Wheels! Pictures are up at YELLOWBLANKET.

Till then, Im off to do housechores. Grr..

transient insomnia

2008-09-24T01:38:00.002+08:00

www.depression.com

I dont know where this life is leading me to. I just finished watching Australia's Next Top Model Cycle 1 and poor her, the winner actually has depression and all the girls were against her. It was scary.

Snap out of this, Rezeki. Get back to the right lane. Help.

Ramadhan On Wheels (20sept)

2008-09-23T13:54:00.004+08:00

I am very glad that I went for this event though I was really reluctant to attend it. For years, I've been living by many sayings and one of them is something like, "If you think you're living a hard life, there's always another person who's having a harder time than you." This event act as a great reminder for me 'cause sometimes I would forget about my surroundings, people and even about hardships.

I didnt cry. No, I didnt. However, I can't bring myself to live their lifes. They, to me, are the strongest people and they are their own heroes. I can't imagine myself living alone for the rest of my days or having to live in a house as small as my room with a large family. Can you? Their eyes said it all when my group and I passed the items to them. How thankful they were to receive those daily necessities though those items would not last them for even 3 months.

Anyway, my group was just fantastic. 4PM did lots of changes to the groupings so I was teamed up with Nadiah, Ayuni and Rizuan. Not forgetting the driver, Is. Thanks to him we didnt get lost or whatsoever. Everything else was just great.

I'm still waiting for the pictures from Rizuan who seems like he's never online. Pffft! I'll hunt him down. Hehe!

counting days

2008-09-22T14:17:00.005+08:00

HAHAHA! More pictures at YELLOWBLANKET.

8 more days to Raya. 2 more days to PCF Children's Day Celebration and F4 outing. 1 more day for last minute preparation/purchase. & TODAY is the last episode of Love Is All Around.

My Semester 2 Timetable

1) DPIP- Developing Parent Involvement Programmes

2) EC- Effective Communication

3) CHN- Child Health & Nutrition

4) PEC- Psychology of Exceptional Children

5) SF- Singapore Families: Policies and Practices

6) FP- Field Practicum

7) ITA- IT & Applications

8) EA- Environmental Awareness

There's EIGHT modules! Grr! There was 7 in Yr1Sem 1, 6 in Yr1Sem2, 7 in Yr2Sem1 and now there's EIGGGHHHT! Mampos!

semangat raya

2008-09-18T23:59:00.004+08:00

Raya in 2 weeks and hmm.. Am I all excited about it? I guesssss so. Prolly I've to start making some kuihs to hype up the feeling. HAHAHA! Some help please? Hee!

Yr 2 Sem 1

2008-09-15T09:44:00.010+08:00

Yeay, I've improved? -.- I can't really compare to last year's result (yr 1 sem 2) 'cause the modules were totally different from this semester's modules, except for 1 (Field Practicum). I got the sms at 9.15am and I was comtemplating to open it or not 'cause I feared that I would fail my Academic Writing. But thank God, I actually got a B for that module. No Ds this time. ((: But but but! GPA is a far cry from what I've aimed since Year 1.

Click for clearer view.

My FIRST Burger King meal after FOUR YEARS. HAHA! This was after one of the Dip Plus lessons, which ended on 2 Sept 08. Oh oh! I had the rendang burger, single though. && I had my second B.K. meal with family some time ago, and I had Turkey Bacon. ^.^
Ban Mian. "Brothers, can I buy this for you today? Im sooo lazy to cook for both of you."

I don't even know this picture existed.

Last day of Dip Plus Module 2. From left: Azizah, Syawani (above me), Yours Truly, KaiXin and Joanne.

Pencil boxes. Guess which is whose (Mine, Azizah, Syazwani)?

Puppet making day.

Calling calling.

HAHAHA! Reserved a table an hour before break fast, at Ramen Ten.

Waiting for food.

Sushis!

This was at Kinderland, Parkway Parade. Interestingly, the setting is better than MY childcare. I love the toilet. Hee!

IKEA(Tampines) Trip. This picture says, "This is our home. Rezeki is busy watching TV while Azizah.. is bored to death?" HAHA! IDK man.

Gangster Azizah.

I didnt put my whole weight onto the chair 'cause it produces a eery creeking sound so it doesnt sound/look strong to support me. HAHA! "But then again, how heavy/light are you Rezeki?"

Dental checkup.

Wani is shitting with the cover on. So, where does the shit go then?

Looking for my rack.

Food at Miss Sue's house.

This is for you Azizah. y= mx + c --> Rezeki's eyes.

Group photo. Clockwise from top left: Nadiah, Abidah, Miss Sue, Wani, Amira, Yours Truly, Azizah and Siti.

Dessert and it's watching TV time. We were awed by one of the performers from America's Got Talent.

& that's me, The Ice Cream Scooper. If I cant get a job in the future, I'll be selling (my own) ice cream. How 'bout that?

Lastly, 2008's Elvis. Look at the girls. They went CRAAAZZZY!

alive

2008-09-14T01:39:00.003+08:00

1. I want a pair of Nike shoes because my brothers have them.
2. I'm going to wear Daddy's Oakley shoes on the first day of school. Yes, I've the same feet size as my dad's. HAHA!
3. Pink is the colour for this year's raya, most probably.
4. I've painted my room. Hooray! I'm left with the sticker thingy, which I'm going to force my elder brother to paste it for me. Oh, not forgetting the (dusty and dirty) windows and grills plus the curtains.
5. Diploma Plus in Business module 2 has completed (long, long time ago).
6. I went to Geylang with family and KUZZIN aka Nurazizah Hashim on Saturday, which was yesterday.
7. I had a hard time choosing my baju raya/kurung, so I'm going to get it next time.
8. I'm left with $270.
9. Have been real busy with tutoring that I'm booked for all the evenings throughout the week except for weekend and a weekday.
10. Iftar at Miss Sue's house was great.
11. I bought a decent TV rack for my room (at last) at IKEA and I'm totally satisfied with it.
12. ANTM Cycle 11 is out (like some time ago) and I cant wait for episode 4.
13. There's a tranny in this cycle. Named: Isis.
14. Girls being PURE GIRLS will just bitch about her (and everyone else in the house too). But this cycle has been really great so far, unlike season 9 and 10. Looking forward, looking forward for WEDNESDAYSSSS.
15. Project Runway Season 5. I'm so loving it, as always. I'm at Episode 9 right now. I don't why I have this liking for Daniel. HAHAHA! He's 'AUF'D from the season, anyway. Rooting for Jerell, Kato or Leeanne. I'm glad that Terri is out. She just couldn't work with others. Oh! That Blayne-licious is out too! That is totally SUPER-POWER-GREAT-LICIOUS! HAHAHA!
16. Ramadhan On Wheels has been okaaaaay. I told Zizah that everytime I went there I'll have headache prolly bcause of the SUPER GEREK (like reeeeaaaal) environment. HAHAHA!
17. Dad painted his room too, in HALF A DAY while I took FOUR days. But my workmanship is (much more) better. HAHAHA!
18. Mum and dad had a cold war since I dont know when but they are back to normal after we went out to Geylang today. Lesson learn: Go out to a date/walk/outing/whatever you call it if you're on war with your love ones.
19. Tomorrow, there's 'The Chorus at Arts Central'. Catch it, it's a great movie.
20. I know I've more to say, but my thoughts just don't flow right now. Hee!

Well, that's 20 facts for you. I bet 3/4 of you, readers didnt read it. I wouldn't if I were you. Pictures soon. (:

#353

2008-09-12T16:54:00.001+08:00

I've so much to tell, yet I don't know where to start. Hee!

fasting month

2008-09-01T05:02:00.002+08:00

Without realising it, it has been exactly one year (following the Islamic calendar) since my uncle has passed away. I almost teared yesterday because I know inside me it says 'regret' for I did not give my last kiss for the last time. As usual, my memories with him and late grandfather, too would play like a film over and over again. Like how uncle used to say that he has always treat me like his own, like how he told me that he misses his children, especially the youngest one. Somesort I'm kinda a replacement for her, he said.

& my trip to KL with my grandfather will always be missed. You know, he never brings his grandchildren out for he would prefer to to go out on his own. But on that day, I got the chance to follow him. And oh boy! It was really tiring. Though, I hate the fact that he bought teh halia/ ginger tea for me on that day, because I told him I was thirsty, the rest of the time spent with him was totally loved. ((:

All this reminded me of Sakinah's late dad. I vividly remember how each of my cousins (Sakinah & her siblings) looked like on the day of his death, how tears were shed and so on. This year would be the second time they celebrate Puasa and InsyaAllah, Raya without him. Oh well.. The family tree is obviously getting smaller and the gaps between us are getting bigger. I missed the times when we would have overnight picnics and family gatherings where everyone would be there. But now, I guess everyone is busy with their life.

Oh yes! Few days back, I got to know that the Mansor guy who needs the B+ blood is my father's cousin & that make him my uncle. I heard stories of him from my dad. Oh well.. Sometimes, people would also forget their roots, don't they?

Sad, but true.

To all Islams out there, HAPPY FASTING.

fwins

2008-08-25T11:27:00.008+08:00

SERIOUSLY, YOU PEOPLE OUT THERE SHOULD WATCH THESE VIDEOS! (:

MAT & MINAH
This is really good. (The video that Azizah told me to watch A WEEK AGO!)

COOK THE RICE

1)
I'm looking at the note
That my mother left for me
And I know I should have done it
But my schedule wasn't free

I was busy doing homework
And she didn't give me-e time -- okay?
I know she's disappointed
Sounded like a freaking crime, when she said:

CHORUS:
You forgot to cook the rice, you forgot!
I said you forgot to cook the rice, you forgot!

2)
When I see her angry face
I can feel that something's wrong
Oh... She hates me like the thunder
On a day with a brightening sun, yeah yeah

I don't know what to do-o now
'Cause I really regret, but she said
"You've always been a lazy boy"
And then she added, with eyes full of rage:

CHORUS:
You forgot to cook the rice, you forgot!
I said you forgot to cook the rice, you forgot!

I said you forgot to cook the rice, you forgot!

I said you forgot to cook the rice, you forgot!

And I know I should have done it
But my schedule wasn't free

SLEEPING LOVE

1)
Problems come and go
But this won't leave me be
I had it coming, I know
And then it took over me
Time just makes it worse
Before you know - it's a habit!

My mother says I'm a fool
My father says she's right
They both believe I'm un-cool
'Cause when I sleep at night
I always wake up in the noon
Does that mean I am lazy?
No -- no

CHORUS:
I got a problem with sleep
I just can't get enough
And when I slumber real deep
The waking up is tough
My mind's focused on the issue that I keep on facing
I've sleeping sickness and I

Keep sleeping
I keep, keep sleeping at night
I keep sleeping
I keep, keep sleeping at night
I keep sleeping
I keep, keep sleeping at night
I've sleeping sickness

2)My doctor's named Mr. Hyde
I tell him, I'm feeling ill
He answers I look all right
And I should take a chill
Why won't he understand
That's exactly the problem?

The discussion that we have
Don't really turn out so well
His diagnosis:"You are mad
And will you please go to hell??
The only counsel I have
Is: try some anti-depressive -- intensive -- intensive!"

CHORUS:
I got a problem with sleep
I just can't get enough
And when I slumber real deep
The waking up is tough
My minds focused on the issue that I keep on facing
I've sleeping sickness and I

Keep sleeping
I keep, keep sleeping at night
I keep sleeping
I keep, keep sleeping at night
I keep sleeping
I keep, keep sleeping at night
I've sleeping sickness

And I go to the pharmacy
To get the medicine that I need
And then I'd never again sleep over me -- how sweet!
Oh no!

CHORUS:
I got a problem with sleep
Can't get it anymore
I try to slumber real deep
But nothing's like before
My mind's focused on the new issue that I am facing
I've become sleepless and I

Keep turning
I keep, keep turning in bed
I keep turning
I keep, keep turning in bed
I keep turning
I keep, keep turning in bed
I've become sleepless and I

Keep turning
I keep, keep turning in bed
I keep turning
I keep, keep turning in bed
I keep turning
I keep, keep turning in bed
I keep, keep turning in bed

~~~~~~~~~~
Sarah, Me, Maryam and Zhi Yi
The usuals.
"Where's my eyes, seriously?"
Their new home. "Reduce, Reuse & Recycle."

AECES

2008-08-22T14:09:00.007+08:00

Packing is one simple job but at the same time, it's frigging tiring. Some of the selected D Clan went to the convention center on the 21st to help out in the AECES (Association for Early Childhood Educators Singapore) event and some of us don't even know what shit we were supposed to do. HAHAHA! Initially, I (and some others) was supposed to do the arty-farty stuffs but since the materials were not there yet, I helped out with the packing group. And what I did was really really simple and that was to replenish the stock(s).

But what really tire me out was, the stocks were at different corners of the room and some of them were quite heavy. In addition, I was fasting. At first, it was really slow and steady but after the arty-farty people came to help with the packing, things really sped up & all I could hear was "KIKI!" here & "KIKI" there. Wah, I feel that I'm really needed there, totally! LOL! We finished packing up 1200bags within 4 hours plus and ended it with 3 cheers for all. (: 1200 bags and we were dead beat. I wonder how the army boys felt when they had to pack more than a million NDP bags.

Since time was really ticking fast at that point of time, I knew I wouldnt be able to make it home on time for break fast. So, sweety Amira paid for my food that evening 'cause I didnt bring a single penny with me and thank you thank you thank you so much for paying. I'll pay you back, for sure! ((:

Alright, pictures! Still, some pictures are with Yiwen & she have not uploaded it in the class blog. Will post it when she've uploaded in them. Other pictures are in ZIZA'S MULTIPLY. ((:

While waiting for Sarah at J.E. Oh, we saw Aisyah before that. IMH!

I wonder what's inside. Damn heavy. Eh, looks like I'm travelling. No, wait. Make it: MIGRATING.

With Wani Barney.

Lepaking before packing starts.

And it was almost-non-stop packing.

Half of the packing people.

Arty-farty.

At first, I was helping to put the cards into the tags.

But then, I moved on to replenishing stocks.

These plastics was home/heaven to Maryam.

800 done, 400 to go!

And tada! We're done. At the end of the day we were ~~paid~~ awarded with CCA point(s) and one bag each. ((:

exams are over

2008-08-18T23:04:00.016+08:00

Alhamdullilah. Exams are O-V-E-R! Both papers were manageable but ITBD almost killed me, but I kept myself going during the examination. DLE was of course much more better, though I knew I wasnt THAT well prepared due to the fact that I only studied 1/8 the night before, the rest of it from 4am onwards and watched a Hockey match before leaving home for the exam. OLYMPICS IS SO DISTRACTING, I SWEAR IT IS!

Anyway, by the way, HOLIDAYS ARE OFFICIALLY HERE so that means relax at home and concentrating more on tutoring, helping the souls of those little 'innocent' kids who are now having their exam fever period. Besides that, it's fasting fasting fasting and also saving up saving up saving up for decorations for my room and NEW CAMERA! Please Please Please.

& since I've the time, might as well I recap what happened from Monday till now. More words ahead. Scroll down to the pictures if you want to. (:

Monday, 110808
I went out with Amira-Tun to City Link and Peninsula to buy our stuffs. Since many people commented (& even laughed) about my torn and tattered wallet, I guess it's time to have a little change. & since I want nothing but Rip Curl, I've to make a trip to City Link just for that. After buying my wallet, both of us headed to MacD for our lunch and we saw ARMY MEN. We were like "Arrr! NDP!" and so on. I kept looking out at the Marina Bay and the banners around it. Oh well those were the days.

Yeah yeah, I know. It's in a pathetic condition.

So I did a favour for myself by checking out the wallet models in the net before heading to the shop itself.

Tuesday, 120808
Group study at Woodlands Civic Center with Maryam and Amira. Oh well, I only managed to memorise the 10principles 'cause with friends you tend to talk (a lot). HAHA!

Wednesday-Friday, 130808-150808
I don't remember going out during this period but I certainly did not switch on the lappy till Friday morning. See? I cant live without touching my lappy for long. Checked my long list emails and got distracted but luckily I managed to get my focus back onto my last minute revision. & paper was in the afternoon. OH! THE JOY OF STUDYING! -.-

By the way, my lovely girls and I wore the $6 baju that we bought at Geylang the other day. I guess everyone looked good that day, with Idayu looking 'sesuci dalam debu' with white tudung, Maryam looking 'ayu dan sopan' and Amira looking like she's going to a raya outing. HAHA! And me? Of course, the GLAM! LOL! Just kidding.

Us, after ITBD paper. And Ive invisible heels. Haha!

In the name of love.

Seriously, a sweet photo.

From slit eyes to no eyes.

The heroes, gossip girl and The Office & F.R.I.E.N.D.S fan.

Amira and I.

Trios.

"I want to eat YOU! RooARrrR!"

Miss Su said that this photo looked like a first lady adv.

My lovely girls and I.

Sunday, 170808
I was woken up at 7.20am by dad who told us to make a trip as a family to support little brother going to his swimming lesson. LMAO! Go swimming lesson also need support. It wasnt like it was his first swmming lesson, anyway. But well, waking up early was good 'cause the air was really really nice. Like DUH! FYI, I didnt take my shower before going out 'cause I'm plain lazy. HAHA! No one can tell 'cause my eyes are forever 'slit eyes'.

The family went to take their breakfast after Faiz's swimming lesson and since I was fasting I was feeling like this --> (=_=") They were having really good food. Oh well, what could I do. & to make matters worse, mum cooked sambal sotong at home, and the smell was "Oooolala! YUMMY YUMMY!" And the worst part of all, watching people eat at uncle's house after the kenduri arwah. Thanks world, for your great understanding.

Monday, 180808
I woke up at 4am to have my sahor and to revise for exams. I got distracted by MIO TV, of course and later, the Hockey match through cable vision. Ahh.. Life was great at that point of time. But well, I managed to pull through the examinations today. It was quite smooth sailing. My neatest examination answer script EVER! ((:

So to all Ngee Ann students HAPPY HOLIDAYS, though some of you have not finished your exams. HAHAHAHA! NENINENIPUPU! & to Temasek and Nanyang Poly students HAPPY MUGGING. Not forgetting the rest of you, HAPPY ENJOYING!

Introducing "HAPPY FAN CLUB."

Half of the G1, who happened to be my buddies during duty.

The one who kept me company during preview and actual parade.

Ex-kampong, which certainly doesnt look like a typical kampong.

Oringyyyy.

The old man trying to solve the rubiks and failed. Know why? 'Cause he's still t.r.y.i.n.g.

The fella who solved two colours. KICK HIM THANKS.

Yes. I know, Faiz. Im the babe. You're flattering me, as always.

Flowers at Melacca.

Scrumptious sataaaaay.

Pelamin. In 7 years time, InsyaAllah. ((:

My handsome boys.

& the man of my life (currently).

To D01s & of course D02s ENJOY YOUR VACATION!

For more photos visit: http://yellowblanket.multiply.com/photos

Maja Ivarsson says:hello mai tang lao

RRRRR :] says:one macspicy please

RRRRR :] says:upsize, thank you

Maja Ivarsson says:let me repeat your order, one myspicy meal, upsized. your drink will be sugarcane with lemong.

RRRRR :] says:-.- change to green tea, thank you.

Maja Ivarsson says:green tea sold out, only got purple teh peng.

RRRRR :] says:eeeew. sky juice, then.

Maja Ivarsson says:sky juice not available, PUB cut away water supply.

RRRRR :] says:milo.

Maja Ivarsson says:milo also dun have, sponsored olympics until sold out.

RRRRR :] says:NABEI! then i want macspicy and large fries, extra chilli thank you.

Maja Ivarsson says:we dun have macspicy, only McSpicy. Large fries will be with no salt. Nabei is not in the menu.

RRRRR :] says:-_____- whatever, anything will do.

RRRRR :] says:eh, why no salt?

Maja Ivarsson says:cos salt supply is not available as it is now used in secondary schools for experiments.

Maja Ivarsson says:Ok, your order will be McSpicy with Large fires with no salt and your drinks will be purple Teh Peng w/o ice.

RRRRR :] says:stupid MOE. i dont want drink. but why the teh peng in pruple and why no ice? nv buy ice?

Maja Ivarsson says:Global warming.

Maja Ivarsson says:Purple is the new green.

Maja Ivarsson says:Green out of trend for teas. Purple is the in thing.

RRRRR :] says:whatever. i dont want the drink.purple is disgusting for a drink. i want just the food.

RRRRR :] says:thank you. how much?RRRRR :] says:& dont tell me due to gobal warming, you wrap the burger with a tissue paper.

Maja Ivarsson says:you're welcome. That will be a total off, $1.40. However with GST,Service Charge,Tax,Delivery Charge and Call Charges, it will be a total of $10.40.

Maja Ivarsson says:We wrap our burgers with Today's newspaper.

RRRRR :] says:pathetic mai tang lao. WAH! SO EXPENSIVE. can cancel order or not?

Maja Ivarsson says:you can cancel order but we will send you the bill as we are not profit company.

RRRRR :] says:wth. whatever lah. $10.40 then. i pay you $10.50 cause you sound pathetic.

RRRRR :] says:10cents tip.

Maja Ivarsson says:we don't take small tips, only 20% tips and above is accepted.

RRRRR :] says:money sucker. then i pay exact.

Maja Ivarsson says:alright.

Maja Ivarsson says:Thank you.

Maja Ivarsson says:Please call us again.

RRRRR :] says:thanks, im hungry. please be snappy.

Maja Ivarsson says:No worries, our deliveires are made by Express becas.

RRRRR :] says:whats express becas?

Maja Ivarsson says:Express Trishaws

RRRRR :] says:!!!!!!!!!

RRRRR :] says:whatever. faster. thanks.

Maja Ivarsson says:Welcome.

RRRRR :] says:bye.

Maja Ivarsson says:thank you come again.

& this was an irritating conversation with my handsome boy in the evening. Guess who?

study week, exam period

2008-08-12T00:16:00.001+08:00

NDP & Melacca

2008-08-11T13:01:00.007+08:00

NDP ushering duty has OFFICIALLY ended. I was so HAPPY that it has ended but at the same time, I am so going to miss everyone that I know. Green Sector, especially G1 and Mr HAPPY. Hahaha! I sound so mentel here. I seriously was about to shed a tear when Hady started singing 'Shine for Singapore' because I know it's the end. No more BLACK KNIGHTS, no more of going "Ooooo.. Aaaaa" when the fireworks starts, and no more ARMY MEN! I can't deny that they seriously look hot in those uniforms. Agree PamPam and Azizah? Oh well.. As much as I hate handling the public being fussy and stuffs, I looooovvvve participating/going to NDP. ((:

Meet MR Leftenant Happy and the most mentel girl who formed Happy Fan Club. HAHAHA!

Oily faces. Twinnie and I!

Anyway, Ngee Ann too celebrated Singapore's 43rd birthday but it was held on 080808. As expected, the whole thing was a bore except for when Amira appeared on the screen (which seriously made me SEXCITED and proud of her), and when there's fireworks in the convention center. Okay, a mini fireworks display. & reception was.. F.I.N.E 'cause the food was gone in less than 30minutes? AND THIS IS WHAT I CALL TYPICAL SINGAPOREANS! HAHA! I was one of them. SAD BUT TRUE. LOL!

Us without Amira.

My girls and I.

& lastly, I just came back from Melacca yesterday and it was such a bad trip that I don't feel like talking about it at all. MAIN CAUSE: MARZOKI BIN SALAMOON aka DAD. -.-" More photos of "Happy Fan Club"/NDP, Ngee Ann's NDP Celebration and Melacca's trip S.O.O.N!

I can't think of a title.

2008-08-07T21:34:00.010+08:00

POL-ITE:

YES, POL-ITE has come to an end and I did enjoy bench-warming the team. HAHAHA! As a new player in the team, I didn't play as much as the veterans. LOL! It was expected that I'm not going to be the top 11 but it's okay. My aim this year was to only get to the top 18. (: It was a good experience, really. I learnt a lot of stuffs, how Hockey is in tertiary level. The last time I played was during primary school which was AGES ago. Overall, everything was great!

So the first game was against NYP (NYP won: 8-0), followed by TP (0-0), and ITE (NP won: 1-0). Last match was against SP (NP won: 1-0) and NP's girls team got SECOND place while the guys' team got THIRD place. 3 CHEERS FOR ALL! I have to train harder, seriously. But next year is my third year in NP. CONFIRM PLUS CHOP, HECTIC GILER! HOW?

Before our last match.

After the guys' last match.

H-TWO-O!

& we celebrated Pebbles' birthday

Not forgetting Sam's birthday. Cake baked by Kat.

We need more H-TWO-O, seriously.

I love this shot.

& this too!

With Hajar and Michelle.

JUMP SHOT? LOL LOL!

After receiving our medals yesterday. ((:

Combined with ITE.

WOMEN'S.

MEN'S

GEYLANG TRIP:

My girls (Amira, Maryam & Idayu) and I went to Geylang after submitting our book earlier on. What more can I say when I have them to spend time with? They're one of those great bunch of friends that I have. Without noticing, it has been more than a year with you girls. So far so good eh? Heehee!

Anyway, we went there to look for red tudongs for Amira and I to wear this Saturday for our ushering duty. SEMANGAT OR WHAT? Oh well, it's going to be our last duty for the nation so it would be nice to wear RED tudong instead of the boring white tudong. HAHA! Amira and I bought our red tudong and the four of us bought the same blouse for $6 each but of different colours. GEREK KAPER? After that was TKC (Tanjong Katong Complex) and City Plaza.

Part of the wet market.

Outside TKC.

SINGAPORE GENERAL HOSPITAL:

Amira told us that her sister just gave birth to her second child, a girl this time and so we made a trip to SGH (without Idayu). Her baby is sooooo adorable. I had the urge to carry her but knowing that babies are very fragile, I dismissed that idea. So, I just gave her a little peck on her cheeks.

After seeing the baby (oh, her name is Izznie & her full name's not confirmed yet), Amira and Maryam went *i-cant-find-the-right-words*. I seriously think that they already feeling-feeling nak kahwin and have their own kids. IM SERIOUS, NOT JOKING! SUMPAH TAK BEDEK. Okay now I know who will be the second girl to get married after the EVER-SO-MENTEL-AMIRA. Answer: SITI MARYAM LIM BTE ZULKIFLI! LOL!

IZZNIE.

More pictures of POL-ITE: CLICK HERE!

More pictures of Geylang Trip & SGH: CLICK HERE!

Mike's Midnight Adventure

2008-08-07T00:08:00.002+08:00

Submission for Academic Writing Assignment Two.

Continuation of story at YELLOWBLANKET.

YESSSSSSSA!

2008-08-04T22:23:00.003+08:00

3 CHEERS FOR NGEE ANN HOCKEY!

HIP HIP HOORAY!

Shai's pizza treat

2008-08-01T19:08:00.017+08:00

Hey ya'all! Semester One has ended! I'm so so so happy. Though, we still have a test (Financial Management!!!!) this coming Tuesday,an assignment due this Thursday and exams are in 2 weeks time, I'm still glad that the holidays are here. I've more time to myself, to do my 'research' on how to paint walls and most importantly, think how to decorate my room spending as little money as possible. Ideas, anyone? Oh yah, I've yet to decide on what colour do I want to paint my room. Suggestions, please. (:

Anyway, some of the D01 headed to Shai's (last year's LAEYC lecturer) crib after AW's consultation and OMG! I love the place. I can spy people from Ngee Ann Polytechnic from her house and if I were to live there, I could enjoy the morning dew every single morning because it is so near to Bukit Timah Hill & every new year's eve I could see fireworks without making a trip to the city. Keyword: IF. HAHAHAHA!

& yes, since she's going to UK pretty sooooon, she's selling some stuffs to all of us and trust me, her stuffs are all damn good. Though most of the stuffs are g-o-n-e (like the puppets and the handmade photo albums from India), I bought some barang-barang from her. Plus, I cope lots and lots of CD cases from her. Hee! & the Pizza treat was YUMMYLICIOUS! (((:

This will be really useful for my science lesson(s). Bought it at $2, damn worth it.

HAHA! Faiz thought it's for samsui women. -.- & Shai sungguh semangat telling me how to use it for my childcare center/classroom. But NOPE, Im not using it for any child related stuff, instead I'm going to use it for my room. HEHE! $1 each. Value for money!

This was the last one. I love collecting papers/notebooks/colour paper and use it when I'm bored. Handmade paper from India, bought it at $2. Ive yet to check out how the paper really looks and feels like. Gonna keep it and make a scrapbook (like what Shai did!)

Candles! The yellow ones are scented. I took eight of the candle glasses + these 3 candles, all for a dollar. I'm so going to buy MORE scented candles and place it my room. I don't care what dad will say. Why does he has issues with scented candles?

Trust me, these are not the only CD cases I took. I took a whole lot of them. It's F-R-E-E. Hehe! Still contemplating whether I wanna do a picture mural for my room or a mural with the children, in the future. Hmm..

I LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVE these stuffs. Bought it for $1. ONE DOLLAR YOU KNOW! Cheap or what? Even Daiso is selling it at $2.

Besides Philip, Shaireen is another INSPIRING lecturer that I admire. At such a young age, she has achieved a lot. Quoted from her webpage :'First things first, get yourself educated. The world does not cater to boneheads.' I'm truly motivated and inspired to work harder towards my goal after listening to her stories and how successful she is right now. GAMBATTE GAMBATTE GAMBATTE!

MORE PICTURES SOON! I PROMISE. (((:

mature 18

2008-07-30T22:26:00.005+08:00

So this lovely lady in the white tudong turns 18 today. HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY & BE STRONG AIGHT? When you feel like crying, let the tears roll down your cheek, don't hold it back. Crying doesnt mean you're weak. May Allah bless you and let's FIGHTFIGHTFIGHT till the end of exams. & HOPEFULLY the Melacca trip is on, then we can go on to a short vacation. RIGHT? Love you,baby. =)

Talking about tears, I cried this afternoon before going to Field Practicum's tutorial. It all started when I woke up SUPER late for my attachment in the morning. Then, I had no mood to entertain the children 'cause I am really tired as I slept at 3.30am to finish up my assignment. Adding on, my hockey skirt and socks have not dried up. It really pissed me off.

I went home from attachment and slept. I woke up at 12PLUS to have my lunch and I was feeling really pissy 'cause I am really really really tired. After my lunch, I packed my hockey stuffs and JENGJENGJENG, I realised that my wallet was nowhere to be found. I fought with my mama and for that I cried cause I told her to shut up. I didnt mean it, really. But I was really exhausted and when she started to nag about how clumsy and forgetful I could get, I really feel like taping her mouth. I searched high and low for my wallet while crying with my mind saying "Hey, the clock is ticking. Hurry up and find your wallet. No wallet= no cashcard= can't print assignment."

After 15minutes of searching for that damn wallet (which I think need to be replaced), I found it in my file which I put it in my bag. I was like "OMG! Rez, you're so forgetful!" and I felt really bad about myself and really guilty for shouting at mama (& chasing her out to go to work), that I cried more. Haiyaa.. & I felt like crying while watching the guys match because *blablablablablablabla*.

On a lighter note, school is ending really soon and POL-ITE is also ending. I'm so looking forward to semester break though the first and second week of holidays might be quite hectic for me. PROJECT & EXAMS! Bless me. (:

Reunion

2008-07-28T22:52:00.005+08:00

I met up with my primary school mates on Saturday and their presence is irreplaceble. I love them to bits and pieces. Those who turned up were Asfalina, Shahida, Syaqila, Arina, Khairiyah, Zulhilmi, Adilla (Syaqila's sister) and YOURS TRULY. Since my attachment center had an art and food fair, I helped out in the morning before meeting them, thus I was late. They waited for frigging 45minutes. But hey, I wasnt the only one who was late. 3 other buggers were as late as I was, or even later. -.-

So, we ate and lepak-ed at Mind Cafe @ Prinsep Road for two hours, playing some hilarious games before heading to Starbucks to lepak a.g.a.i.n. Not before long, we went to Plaza Singapura to eat. It's eat drink talk laugh eat drink talk laugh and so on and on and on. & it was home sweet home. Asfalina took the bus, Shahida, Khairiyah and I took the train, Syaqila, Arina and Adillah went for shisha 'session' and Zul alighted at Clementi to play soccer with his 'abang2' friends. -.-"

Oh ya! We met one of our primary school friends (Farid) along the way and OMG! It was so kecoh. Like makcik calling her husband to come home. HAHAHA!

Clockwise from left: YOURS TRULY, Arina, Zulhilmi,

Syaqila, Khairiyah, Asfalina and Shahida.

For more photos, do visit YELLOWBLANKET (:

there's a 1000 words that I could say

2008-07-27T12:40:00.004+08:00

HAPPY DAY YESTERDAY!

Gloryland Art and Food Fair &&&&&

BPPS REUNION!

HAPPY HAPPY DAY! =)

Okay, wait till I get the photos.

gambatte

2008-07-25T12:31:00.002+08:00

We'll fight till the end, as one whole team.

GO NGEEANN GO!

dont you dare

2008-07-24T23:37:00.005+08:00

1. Im losing weight. It pissed me off. My arms and waist are getting smaller.

2. Dont comment about my figure/how skinny I am. It will piss me off too. Trust me, it will. 'Cause everytime you said these words my self-esteem will go down. So, SHUT UP.

3. I NEED to gain weight. Any secrets/tips to share? But please dont tell me to eat junk food.

4. From Monday till now, YES RIGHT NOW, my moods are very unstable. Again, dont even dare to do things that piss me off. Dont even try to get in my way.

5. Small little things will piss me off. So, when you see me frowning, not smiling at you, not even making the slightest eye contact with you and not even answering your questions, IM PISSED AT YOU!

6. I lost my drive to go to school.

7. Weight issues and more weight issues. Mood swings and more mood swings.

PERIOD. I swear I'm not in my best mood throughout the whole week.

i'm done.

PARTAAAAY!

2008-07-21T23:29:00.002+08:00

Yes, it's up! Solely uploaded by Siti Aisyah aka MEENAH. Thank you many2 sayang. ((:

CLICK FOR PHOTOS!
& do watch these videos! BALLOON POPPING SESSION! =)))
PART ONE PART TWO

blog quizzes

2008-07-21T01:08:00.003+08:00

Im always curious about what nonsense can all these blog quizzes can come up with. So I did some and check these out.. A little lame but I just want to make myself sleepy so I can turn in N.O.W.!

Lets101 Quizzes - Quizzes for Fun
"Great in sex?": WHAT THE ~~FUCK~~ HELL?!?!
"Soft-spoken?": Haha! Im still not sure about this.
"Loves to dress up?": I beg to differ.
"PATRIOTIC?": LOL! Kind of. I love NDPsss for sure. (:

Addictive content in my personality is 74%

Beware!!! people easily get addicted to me

Lets101 Quizzes - Myspace Quizzes For Fun
Rofl! How can you measure someone's addictive-ness? 0_-

This Page is Rated

PG-13

totally---r.blogspot.com

Lets101 Quizzes - Fun Quiz
Okay Primary school kids, you cant read my blog. Only for secondary school students and above. -.-"

Lets101 - Free Dating Site
WOAH! If this is true, the number of my 'FANS' is totally COUNTLESS. Oh, shut up Rezeki Marzoki! Perasan only!

Lets101 Quizzes - blog quizzes
They cant even spell the word confident right! & the last sentence?! HAHAHA! I'll get back to this in maybe in 10years. Okay, maybe 6 years. *cheeky smile*

& I'll blog about Azizah's belated birthday celebration once photos are uploaded. Eh.. MEENAH, faster can? HAHAHA!

tummyache

2008-07-18T22:37:00.010+08:00

I felt like a total loser for I cried like a baby because of my tummyache. It was really painful and Myra & Maryam, you can stop imagining how I cried. HAHA! Don't even try to. Anyway, the pain has resides and I feel much more better though I still feel a little bit of pain. This week was yet another hectic week and due to my super lack of sleep, I OVERSLEPT (& I really mean OVERslept) on Thursday, thus unable to attend ITBD's tutorial. Supposingly, class starts at 9am but I woke up at 9plus. Damn OVER, right? 0_-

& as for today, mummy told me not to go for all the classes but you see, I've presentation. So, I cant possibly skip that. Mum packed some home food for me before I left home at 11.30am for school. See how lovely my mum could get? I miss home-packed food. ^_^ By the way, Maths Learning Corner was set up on Thursday and we took an hour to set it up but less than 15mins to put it down. A little bit of heartpain, but well that's life. It was a great success and aesthetically, my group felt that it's attractive. GOOD JOB GIRLS!

P.S.: I've a match on Monday, so I've only an hour with you girls to do the Maths group component with you, girls. I am really sorry. My deepest apologies.

Discussing for Maths Learning Corner.

Stressed!

Happy faces after successfully setting up the corner.

YOURS TRULY.

CLICK HERE FOR PHOTOS!

very quick post

2008-07-12T22:49:00.011+08:00

NE Show 2 was superb with the presence of the Primary 5 kids. A great show indeed. In fact, I enjoyed it more than I did the last week 'cause last week's crowd was plainly b-o-r-i-n-g! Anyway, let me present to you MY SEXY BLACK KNIGHTS! I fell in love with the Black Knights the first time I saw THEM. Okay, fine. It's the planes that I love, not the pilots. So, people! Here are the SINGAPORE'S MOST SEXY PLANES,

THE BLACK KNIGHTS!

PictureCourtesy

Aren't they one of the most sexy thang?! I wanna ride in one of those!

So, the actual NDP will be in 4weeks time. I'm not going to burst the bubble by telling you what's there for this year's NDP (except for the fact that I'm too excited abt the Black Knights). But I'll assure you that this year's performance will be GREAT! ((:

333th post :)

2008-07-07T22:24:00.008+08:00

Before I turn in for the day, I would like to wish...

NURAZIZAH BTE HASHIM A VERY SUPER DUPER HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY! I'll see you tomorrow aight. You know I LOVE you. (((:

& so I'll be on HIATUS (again) till I get my assignments over and done with.

MAY THE FORCE BE WITH YOU, REZEKI MARZOKI.

morning (:

2008-07-04T05:51:00.005+08:00

I'm awake since 4am and I'm stuck with my introduction since 5am? INTRODUCTION, YOU KNOW! It's I-N-T-R-O. Inspiration gone. What the hell am I doing? I seriously don't know. I'm not even sure if part of my introduction is good enough. =X

Neh, I'm not having depression. But still, I need a hug. *cries*

(for contacts only)

and so it's JULY

2008-07-01T19:37:00.005+08:00

I was surfing the net to search for some songs and I found this..

Ahh.. Those memories. The biscuits, Pizza Hut, KFC, atrocious make-up, the seemed-endless-practices. I miss NDP. & I'm so excited for this Saturday. First NE show & I'm going to De La Selle Primary to 'fetch' those children. Me, a partner and an army personel to bring the primary 5 kids there. Super-ushers or what?

F4 Pictures

2008-06-29T21:26:00.011+08:00

I enjoyed every moment with my dearest dearest F4. I believe we could go out more often now as Aisyah aka MEE-NAH could already go home late. Hehe! After the dinner at Pizza Hut (paid by Hazleen) we took a stroll to CCK park and had a real good chat till almost 11pm. & MEE-NAH changed a lot, I tell you. She scolded, rolled eyes, walked and talked like a minah. That's why she's now MEE-NAH. LOL! Okay, pictures up at yellowblanket.

My babies. ((=

MEE-NAH scolding me. LOL!

No. 2 and No.3

Famous 4.

& urs truly wearing Azizah's skirt.

STATUS: HIRED! WEEEE!

& tomorrow is MONday.

1,2,3,4 F4!

2008-06-29T00:54:00.004+08:00

I LOVE MY BABIES, I REALLY DO.

& yes, I love that MEE-NAH style of yours, Aisyah Jaafar. LOL!
I'm still waiting for the photos from her, though. So stay tune. (:

your my experimental game

2008-06-27T21:31:00.008+08:00

End of week 9. I skipped Academic Writing this morning. Guess what time I woke up? 10++! LOL! Slap me please! Fancy a girl sleeping like a pig, waking up at 10++ & not going for class. Haha! I don't give a shit, though. && I didnt skip my lunch today which is a g-o-o-d thing.

"Sometimes I'm already on the verge of giving up my studies. Give up, quit, work and ka-ching! But wait, money is not everything. Still, the level of stress.. It's driving me crazy, baby. Every morning I told myself that the day is going to fine and to keep myself going. However, at the end of the day, I reflected and ask myself "What the hell did I do in school?" I lost my drive to go to school. "

JUST KEEP GOING JUST KEEP GOING JUST KEEP GOING

What's my greatest fear? Disappointment. & now I'm having a hard time telling myself to be positive. Where's the heroine in me?

What's school without them, huh?

Guess who's back?

2008-06-22T14:42:00.004+08:00

Okay, I'm back from Tanjung Malim. Family and I reached Johor Bahru at 8, dinner, reached Singapore at 9.30pm, went to my aunt's house at Woodlands and reached HOME at 12am. My aunt's hospility at Tanjung Malim was great. I feel very comfortable there. Though there's no heater, and the number of mosquito kisses I got was countless, everything else was great. The food especially. Three days straight, I ate my meals on time.

Basically on the first day, we didn't do anything much. Spent most of the time watching TV and chit-chatting. Lucky me, they have Astro. Astro = DISNEY, CARTOON NETWORK, AXN etc etc. =)) & on the second day, we went to the waterfall nearby my aunt's house and we went to take a look at her dragonfruit plantation plus her mini-farm. The last day we went to Behrang and Proton City while ABANG WENT ON A DATE WITH MIRA ASMIDA. LOL! Do visit his friendster blog and read his latest entry. It's in malay language. This is what I call, JIWANG!HIS BLOG

OMG! I miss Haikal and Hilmi like TOTALLY! They are so adorable, wearing the same shirts everyday. Haikal's bubbly and a gamer while Hilmi's a little bit a complain prince plus cheeky. Hilmi love to pinch and then smile cheekily at me. & guess what? He pinched my arse once and hit it once. LOL! Haikal played the PSP till late night and continued on the next morning. Oh, my very adorable nephews. ((:

The lake behind my aunt's house.

At the waterfall.

Hilmi.

Haikal.

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goodbye

2008-06-19T07:37:00.005+08:00

GOOD MORNING! =D I'm heading to Tanjung Malim, Perak in a few minutes. I'm very very very sleepy. Haha! So take care, lovelies. Everyone and hockey will be missed. & I will be back on Saturday, I guess.

It's amazing
Makes my heart sing....

Love, Rezeki

Pamela Khoo's 21st

2008-06-16T12:17:00.016+08:00

Incredible Hulk was not a really incredible show, but watching with 1/4 of the hockey family was great. I so wanna kill the producer of the movie for leaving the story hanging. Argh! After the show, 12 of us cabbed to CCAB and gosh! the taxi fare almost killed us. 18bucks? *faints* & training was kinda tough, like seriously. A little bit of pressure and certainly it was exhausting. DIE KIKI, DIE! -_-"

HOCKEY FOC(Edited Album)
NPHOCKEY'S MULTIPLY

INCREDIBLE HULK TRAILER

& yesterday was Pamela's 21st birthday celebration at Downtown East Chalet. Though I was not the one who was driving, I still felt tired sitting in the car, accompanying Wani to collect the birthday stuffs. & carrying the 3kg chocolate indulgence from the carpark to the chalet was certainly worth it as it was totally yummy-licious! Of course, I love the food and the drink, and the company AND THE BIRTHDAY GIRL!

Pamela Khoo, Happy 21st Birthday and thank you for inviting me to your birthday partayyy. May you enjoy the birthday gift that Amira, Maryam and I bought for you and may God bless you. Gambatte in pursuing your diploma and let's graduate together! HAHAHA! I LOVE YOU, BABY! *hugs*

MY MULTIPLY
MORE FROM ZIZA'S MULTIPLY
MORE FROM WANI'S MULTIPLY

TAGGED BY AZIZAH.

#1 If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
Commit Suicide. Hahah! Of course not. I'll go "HUH? WHAT THE EFF?!", kick his groins and walk away. Typical. -_-"

#2 If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
Married to a lovely man, with children and our own home. Like seriously.

#3 What will your dream wedding be like?
I have not think of this yet. But let me think.. Hmm.. Not the one at the void deck?

#4 Are you hungry?
Nope.

#5 What’s your ideal lover like?
Ehh, I can go on & on for this question. But a guy who would accompany me to (window) shop and give his OWN opinions about the things I pick, even though if it's lingerie, would be really lovely. I dislike guys who would complain about the distance he has to walk and guys who would wait outside the shop, leaving the girl to (window)shop a-l-o-n-e.

#6 Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Being loved and loving that someone back.

#7 How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
Why wait when that person don't love me? It takes TWO hands to clap.

#8 If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Move on.

#9 Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
Hmm.. Yeap.

#10 Is being attached fun?
I prefer not answer this question.

#11 How do you see yourself in ten years time?
I guess the answer would be the same as question 2, but I would love to have my own career too. I want to be a SUPER-MUMMY!

#12 Who are currently the most important people to you?
FAMILY and FRIENDS.

#13 What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
IRRITATING. HAHAHA! Joking. She is a person a friend could ever ask for.

#14 Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
Interestingly, I would prefer to be married but poor (in terms of money). If I'm single & rich, who would I share my wealth with? ALONE? That's totally boring.

#15 What’s the first thing you do every morning?
STRETCH & KICK MY PILLOWS AWAY.

#16 Would you give all in a relationship?
All as in? Easy said, Im still a virgin even when I got out of the relationship.

#17 If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
The one who loves me.

#19 What are your friends usually like?
Loud, Laughing machine, full of crap.

#20 What type of friends do you dislike?
If I dilike that person, why should I call him/her my friend?

Im not tagging back, though. Hehe! & where's question 18? Hmmm.. My family will be off to a vacation in a few days? Why so impromptu?

indescribable

2008-06-11T22:20:00.004+08:00

My leg hurts, my heart is broken. I don't know how to mend it, I'm serious. WHY OH WHY MUST THIS HAPPEN TO ME? I walked around town and even Lot One to search for a full body- length dress. I searched high and low, only to find out that it's either too long or short for me. Waahh, at that moment I wanted to cry. Nothing seemes to fit me today. =(( D-E-P-R-E-S-S-E-D! Azizah, do you feel me?

Anyway, I went to Cathay with my lovely sayangs (Maryam, Amira and Azizah) to get something for that lovely someone's birthday. We took a short tour around Plaza Singapura and nothing impressed us at all. Then we headed to Wisma & Taka, before Maryam and Amira headed home at 3.30pm.

Before both of them when home, Azizah and I wanted to buy Famous Amos but we were certainly irritated by the Thailand people who were making things difficult for the sales person. I don't mind you buying the whole shop or whatsoever, but please make your order(s) CRYSTAL CLEAR. Life would be much more easier then. *frowns*

Maryam and Amira went home, Azizah and I went on walking around town. Then we went took 190 home, and I fell asleep throughout the 3/4 of the journey. We went Lot One and Azizah bought herself a purple blouse and lastly, HOME SWEET HOME. & when I reached home, I got to know that abang bought Faiz a Kona bicycle. NOW I WANT A POLYGON BICYLCE. I very jealous, again. Hmmph! But nevermind, just by recalling how sweet that someone says my name is just so soothing to the ears and the *insert word*. EHEM! & to tell you how "jealous" I am about my friends having the same bags, see these.

& so I ate Famous Amos cookies alone...
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"I so want to go to that trip but...info locked"

mami-moooo!

2008-06-09T21:18:00.008+08:00

I'm back from Hockey camp. It's nothing much like a camp at all, where you struggle to sleep on the frigging hard floor or queue up like as if La Senza is giving free lingerie, just to bathe. The Loft@ 94 is damn cool that I don't mind if my parents send me there for the whole week or two. Haha! The air-con, the individual comfy bed, the big shower head, the WARM water etc etc. First time in my life when I don't feel home-sick at all. Wooohooo!

WeiQi and I 'book-in' for the camp on the second day where we're just in time for to catch the hockey people running towards the finishing line after their campus run. Hehe! After the run was breakfast and then it was mini-tournament, and my team lost in the finals when I failed to score a goal. Kill me please, it was a pennalty. 0_- & before the finals was lunch which was nice but I didn't manage to finish it since my throat was killing me and my appetite wasn't doing the least favour at all.

Then bathing time, BBQ (chicken and fish was ooooolala!) and lastly was game time where it lasted for hours till 4plus. Heart attack with the girls and Haikal was seriously hilarious, where we had to parrot the person's action when he/she won. Charades was like WTH when the boys came up with unfamiliar cartoon characters from Pokemon. Please kick their asses. Curtain call was ggggrrrr-eat. Should have taken all the different poses we came out with. Damn funny. The 'soldier theme', the jumping, facing here and there etc etc. & darkroom was hot and scary. Hahaha! I got caught by Ain. & I messed up Natra's and Aneesa's hair when I was figuring who they were. Fun or what? Lastly, BLACKOUT. ZZZzzZzz...

I was the first to wake up at 7.20am, woke Natra up and bathe. Breakfast, check-out, debrief, photo-taking and HOME SWEET HOME. Overall, it was a fun loving camp. =) & tmr, got training. This is a killer!

Shit! I have not done my lesson plan, Academic Writing and my preparations for tmr. Another killer. =X I don't even think I can do a proper draft in 3 hours. I want to cry. ='( & anyway, these are some pictures taken with dearest D01 on the last day of term 1.

With my lovely sayangs.

Shot one.

Shot two.

Shot three.

mood: jealous

2008-06-05T23:07:00.007+08:00

YES, IM JEALOUS BECAUSE THAT HOT GUY GOT AN UGLY GIRLFRIEND. I THINK HE DESERVE SOMEONE BETTER. Okay, this is totally made up. Cerita dongeng, tiada kene mengena dengan yang hidup atau yang sudah meninggal dunia. -_-" Actually, I'm J.E.A.L.O.U.S. because...

"MY FRIENDS GOT A BIG PRETTY BAG WHILE I DUNT HAVE ANY AS I DIDN'T ORDER IT. Azizah got one, Pampam got one, Wani Barney got one, Mary got one, Amira got one and I GOT NONE! =(( *Eeew, I sound very w.h.i.n.y here* Yar, smack me if you want to. See, I don't trust online stuffs so that's why I chose not to order any."

Anyway, put that aside because tomorrow is THE DAY! It's gonna be TGIF, sayang. && I got back my Academic Writing and Financial Management results. Oh gosh, Financial Management! When will I ever be able to manage that bloody ass module? But still I managed to pass it, though the marks ain't good (32/50). As for Academic Writing, what more could I ask for? I know, you know, some don't know. *all smiles* & today is in fact World Environment Day. So people, it's very hot in Singapore. Please do save up energy etc etc.

"World Environment Day, commemorated each year on 5 June, is one of the principal vehicles through which the United Nations stimulates worldwide awareness of the environment and enhances political attention and action.
The World Environment Day slogan for 2008 is Kick the Habit! Towards a Low Carbon Economy. Recognising that climate change is becoming the defining issue of our era, UNEP is asking countries, companies and communities to focus on greenhouse gas emissions and how to reduce them. "

Quoted from: "http://www.unep.org/wed/2008/english/About_WED_2008/index.asp"

Oh oh! I got an email from Tan WeiQi (NATASHA) and I just want to share some pictures from the mail.

Question is: How do you define beauty?

soon, it'll end

2008-06-04T17:39:00.013+08:00

Oooo, when was the last time I blogged? 22may2008? That's around two weeks ago. "Baek, Rez! Good job for keeping your oh-so-itchy-fingers off from blogging, which is absolutely time-consuming. & well done, for finishing one of your assignments not only on time, but two days before the dateline. But F-A-N-T-A-S-T-I-C for handing up your assignment(s) without doing a thorough check. Weewit!" -_-

Geez, how tough can poly life get? Please don't give me all those nonsense shit like pimples, wrinkles, eyebags and whatnot by the end of my tertiary education. I can D.I.E, man! Not like those models-wannabe in ANTM who always say this 'famous' line at the end of their commercial --> "Easy, breezy, Cover Girl." Tell me what's so easy and breezy over here? Life's is tough. But I'M TOUGHER BABY! *Cey, mcm paham only*

Okay, I don't know what I'm blogging about but a few more days to go before it's time for holidays. Oh well, term breaks are never great but I could take some time off from the word 'education' for a day or two, if not three. =))

Last weekend was a very tiring one. I had this Building P.E.T.E.R course that starts from morning and all the way till 4.00pm in the afternoon. Then, I met mum at CCK headed to Queensway, Peninsula and Raffles Shopping Center for some shopping. && it was a surprise that she suggested that we chill at Starbucks before going home. Ooolala! Then on Sunday, I had four wedding invitations to attend. OMG! I can die walking in those heels even though I spent most of my time sitting on the chair or in daddy's car. 0_-

& yes, today I was so absent-minded. I didn't bring my wallet to attachment and school and I was almost starve to death until Azizah offered me to buy cup noodles. Oh well, others did offer too but you know, I'm a VERY SHY GIRL. Hahaha! "Shut up sey, Rez.." BTW, I seriously think that I should start eating my meals regularly as in eating breakfast, lunch and dinner at appropriate timings instead of having one/two meals a day. "Rez is pathetic, no wonder she's losing weight." Okay, very random fact.

P.S.: Please don't stare at my blog, trying to look for the profile/archive/links section(s). It's not here. Don't bother okay, sayang? I'm not yet inspired to edit my blogskin and make it fanciful. Someone inspire me, pretty please! But still the tagboard is here. The link is right below. =)

Those heroines who attended Building P.E.T.E.R course with a few HEROES of course (but they're in the committee). CLICK FOR LARGER VIEW!

panting to the finishing line

2008-05-22T23:58:00.006+08:00

Sometimes, we have to stop and think about those who have left us. The love ones who will never be with us, forever. I guess it's time for me to pay late granddad and uncle a visit. & hi, hello.. I'm lost for words. Prolly, I'm missing faiz who is now in camp. J-A-C-K-A-S-S! 0_-

& I think some soccer players are whiny losers.

Oh oh, David Cook is the next American Idol. I am not a big fan of his but I prefer him to the Archulelalelalelalela b.o.y. Hehe!

Image courtesy DallasNews

hockey, kampong, vesak day

2008-05-19T23:20:00.005+08:00

While waiting for SRC 4-a-side photos to be uploaded in my photobucket, I'll type s-o-m-e words, aight. Just in case you're wondering what the hell is SRC, it actually stands for Singapore Recreational Club. =) On Saturday morning, WeiQi and I headed to Padang to participate the SRC Carnival with the rest of Ngee Ann's Hockey Family.

Main objective was to actually enjoy ourselves, expose and meet other hockey teams and of course, for experience. Though the girls' teams did not manage to move up to the semis, the guys did a good job by getting their arses into the finals. Weewit! The guys bagged the second place as the ITE won over them (1-0) in the final match. As for the girls, Nanyang Poly was crowned the champion while RJC got the runner-up place.

I would rate the day as GREAT as this was where I could see where I really stand, in terms of my skills and stuffs. Two words: STEP UP. Losing= demoralised? TEETT! Wrong! Losing= Motivation. =))) Right after the prize giving, WeiQi aka Natasha, Charlene and I went home. We were totally shagged. TOTALLY!

I got home, rest and went to my granny's place at JB, Malaysia with my family. My skin was itching and it felt like it was peeling off. It was almost unbearable for me. The sun earlier in the morning and afternoon was too hot that it really burnt my skin (& of course, the other hockey players' skins). I slept as soon as we reached granny's place and I had to sleep on the frigging floor and on the next day, MY ARSE AND THIGHS HURT LIKE SHIT. Damn!

Maulud Nabi was on Sunday afternoon and the turnout was quite overwhelming and I was irritated by my nephew who actually lied to me that he got 230 for his PSLE aggregrate & is now in Dunman High. I actually fell for that until I asked my mum about it. PISSED OFF, I tell you. These kind of K.I.D.S, I really cant' stand them. & before we went home, kiter sekeluarga solat jemaah. That's how it ended.

& today, before I elaborate on it, I would like to wish everyone a very HAPPY VESAK DAY. =) I had my morning training at CCAB (Co-Curricular Activity Branch). Again, the sun was unbearable and I was seriously dehydrated. I went home after the not-that-intensive-but-oh-so-hot-training and realised that I actually got darker. Damn dark, I tell you. Don't laugh, please. It's not funny kaayy. & lunch was at Adam Road with family and we had my favourite mee soto over there. YUMMYLICIOUS!

& now, PICTURES!
(Thursday after Mentor's meeting)

LOL! Figure out yourself.

& Shan really sat on the road. There's a picture of me and her on the road but my face was like a kuku. Haha!

JUMP SHOT. There's more, with Azizah too, but A BIT UGLY. Hehe!

Saturday, SRC CARNIVAL:

At Padang, as early as before 8.00am.

Damn, they were cute. Talents with real BIG JERSEYS!

Sitting under the hot sun.

Guys in action.

Ruz didn't warn me and she sengkeh, took the picture smiling alone.

I put this picture because I love my 'scorpion'.

Guys discussing.

Nice right my 'scorpion'? Credits to TAN WEI QI ~~NATASHA~~. Charlene and I.

"GO NGEE ANN GO"

Watching the match.

Masita, WeiQi and I.

Guys.

Sam, Azian and Aneesa with IDK whose leg.

& then we moved since our bags were freaking far from the pitches.

Lunch time.

WeiQi and I.

Chilling. The orange towel helped me a lot. Hehe!

Enthusiastic Juniors: Sharon, Ray, Kellyn and Eunice.

Haha! Im not sure what I was thinking.

WeiQi, Sin Yi, Aneesa and Janna.

Watching the matches from far.

This was when we were waiting for Jeanette to come out from the club building. What actually hapenned was she could not breathe, her temperature actually shot up, and she was damn weak that we had to call the ambulance. & my face was like that because, Suren suddenly passed me an empty can when we were about to take the picture. Haha! I was actually collecting empty cans on that day. Like aunty seyy.

& this car or whatever it is called was damn irritating. We had to give way to it because the driver like fierce, like that. There was once where we were sitting eating my our lunch and suddenly this car want to go through (padehal ader tempat laen yang lebih LUAS untok mereka jalan) and while I was about to move, I had leg cramp. And some of them actually burst into laughter. Thanks eh.

Rayson said that we shouldnt be smiling as Jeanette had to be sent to the hospital and so this picture, 'A very sober picture.' 0_-

Vainpot.

Watching the semis.

Guys.

Clockwise from top: Sin Yi, Fairuz, Charlene, WeiQi, Pebbles (Mashimaro) and I.

Fairuz and I.

Spot me.

Shadowssss!

Decipher the word.

Idiotic face. Talking to Thiru if I'm not wrong.

LMAO.

Told you it's hot.

Against ITE.

A lady, IDK, Momin, IDK, Forget his name, I didnt catch his name (he got the top scorer award, btw), Hanif and a man.

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LOVES!

hooooooooney! =)

2008-05-16T10:53:00.005+08:00

Yet another phase of teenage life, an obsession; must get over it as soon as possible; distracting my mind; not focused; blah! I don't know what to do, what to say. On the other hand, school seems smooth but I'm not really happy with some things, not because it didn't go my way but it didnt go the way it should be, as in the fairer way. Understand? Decisions must be made together. Haish, again I don't what to say, what to do.

See, it can get really frustrating when there's a barrier that stops me from saying my thoughts, and it could anger others when they couldn't get their point of view to certain people. & it's weird when people start 'boot-licking' you so that they'll be somehow 'save'. One thing to say, don't try to be funny with us 'cause we're not laughing at all.

Wednesday was not really great, but a good experience I should say. First art and craft lesson was a wreck. Totally! Unexpected things happen and well, I didn't finish my lesson. I'm only 3/4 to the finishing line. Oh my oh my! C-H-I-L-D-R-E-N. They just drive you crazy, till you want to scream and chop their heads on the chopping board but melt your heart when they say the most sincere 'I LOVE YOU' to you. Children. ((: But well, they had fun playing with the paint so, WA-LA! This is quite an accomplishment, don't you think so?

I went home after my tiring 4hrs attachment and head to school at around 3.00pm for Academic Writing Test. One word to describe it, NONSENSICAL. I clearly know what's the objective of this test that is to make sure that we can do reference properly and blablabla. But you see, who the hell would memorise how to do reference in APA Style when you have one whole pile of reliable notes for you to refer when you need it. Aiyoo.. *shake head* Nevertheless, I hope I'll pass the bloody ass test.

& on thursday, I went to Gloryland for mentor's meeting with a very heavy heart. Know why? Know why? Because there's hockey pitch training yesterday. My mind was mostly covered with the word hockey hockey hockey during the meeting. Haha! Oh well, at least we had some laughter taking photos and "be positive Rez, you don't have to sweat yesterday". *grins* Oh yar! I had one of my worst tummy ache yesterday that I was only able to eat 2bowls of porridge (& some tao kae noi, offered by generous people). Pathetic, I tell you. Free flow of s-h-i-t! 0_-

& today! It's TGIF, babeh! Okay, fine I shouldnt be that happy because assignments are waiting and I have not touch it yet. Im worried about my conversation assignment. That's my greatest worry. What if she doesnt want to talk to me, run away, hide and cry? H-E-L-P M-E! Oh well, I'll shall take a breather at my grandmother's kampong this weekend before sitting and do my stuff real well.

Edited by Azizah; click for larger view! & NDP Ambas results are out. It seems that it does not hype me enough. But still, CCA Points.

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Prostitution & Pornography

2008-05-12T19:31:00.005+08:00

Instead of doing my lesson plans which Im supposed to do right now, I surfed YouTube and I found these videos which got me watching till the end. Yes, it might be old videos as the videos were uploaded like a year ago, but still it is a headliner in some countries and I don't think that this topic will ever die. In fact, I think that it is still a 'hot' topic as the industry is actually growing. WA-LA!

So, the videos that I'm going to post in my blog is an interview with Sasha Grey, a pornography star/actress on the Tyra Show. After which, I'm going to put a response video by Sasha, herself. & lastly, Im going to list out the links from YouTube where it shows an interview of a teenager prostitute, Victoria (also on the Tyra Show), since the user has disabled the embedding.

Do watch. Trust me, the videos are really interesting. It's nothing to be proud of but it is a life-lesson for us.

Sasha Grey's Response:

Part One, Teen Prostitute.

Part Two, Teen Prostitute.

Ooooo.. Mummy bought Koko Krunch & Milk. I'll have a great breakfast tomorrow, provided I wake up early. Hehe!Oh well, I think I should get started. Print notes and email my lesson plans. Oh oh! I found a toddler but I'm not sure if I could do my assignment on her since I didnt get to meet her mum just now. Hopefully her mum would allow me to do so. Pray for me. =)

Peace upon you & god bless.

HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY

2008-05-11T19:56:00.008+08:00

I wanted to do a litle flashback from Monday, but I couldnt recall what really happened for this week. All I could say is, the week has been really tiring and hectic. Activities filled my week and well, it feels good to be doing something enriching almost every moment. Enriching as in hockey, hockey and more hockey? Hahah! Not really. Enriching as in readings, doing research and listening to lecturers.

Talking about lecturers, I got frustrated with one of the modules and it is none other than Financial Management. I got irritated, fed-up, frustrated, angry, mad and indignant after trying my best listening to the lecture, yet I didnt understand a single effing shit. But FM tutorial saved me as I could understand a little bit of the module right now. For the rest of the modules? It has been quite a smooth sailing journey so far. So, CHEERS for me. =)

& yesterday, I went to Bandar Nusajaya, JB as there's a little family feast there. My cousin's wife gave birth to a beautiful princess 3months ago and since they live in Kedah, they only had this week to come down to Johor. Her name is Mas Adrianna Safina bte Mas Indra(something like that). Isn't that one of the most beautiful, yet long name? Safina (or Safrina, whichever it is) is the name of the ship which her father is working in. Oh well, s-h-i-p-s. Cute or what? In this case, I want to find a man who works in ships/planes/tanks or whatever it is so I can name my children after it. Haha! What a joke. Ingat kahwin kaper, Rez? 0_-

Sheesh! Ive been procrastinating the whole weekend as this is the only time for me to catch up with my academic stufs but yet, Ive been doing nothing but idling and playing the laptop. Take today for example. My hands itchy and I revamp my blogskin. -_-Somebody take my laptop away and lock it somewhere else, please? Yaaar riggght!

BTW, today is MOTHERS' DAY and though I didnt say anything to my mum as my family dont have the habit of celebrating Mothers'/Fathers' Day (which is totally a sad case), I would like to wish every single mum/mum-to-be, be it wed or un-wed, a very HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY. & to my mum, though you dont read my blog...

"I love you for who you are and I aprreciate your sacrifices you've made for me, especially those you made for my education. I thank you for giving birth to me, bringing me up to who I am right now and for standing by me, always. You have your flaws, I've mine. I know I've hurt you countless times but still, you love me for who I am: an impatient, hot-tempered and sometimes rude daughter. You're the best and no other woman can replace you in my heart. Mum, I love you. =)"

Who should I give my love to?
My respect and my honor to
Who should I pay good mind to?
After Allah
And Rasulullah

Comes your mother
Who next? Your mother
Who next? Your mother
And then your father

Cause who used to hold you
And clean you and clothes you
Who used to feed you?
And always be with you
When you were sick
Stay up all night
Holding you tight
That's right no other
My mother

Who should I take good care of?
Giving all my love
Who should I think the most of?
After Allah
And Rasulullah

Comes your mother
Who next? Your mother
Who next? Your mother
And then your father

Cause who used to hear you
Before you could talk
Who used to hold you?
Before you could walk
And when you fell who picked you up
Clean your cut
No one but your mother
My mother

Who should I stay right close to?
Listen most to
Never say no to
After Allah
And Rasulullah

Comes your mother
Who next? Your mother
Who next? Your mother
And then your father

Cause who used to hug you
And buy you new clothes
Comb your hair
And blow your nose
And when you cry
Who wiped your tears?
Knows your fears
Who really cares?
My mother

Say Alhamdulillah
Thank you Allah
Thank you Allah
For my mother

Aku hanya menduga
tidak mampu merasa
Sebenar-benar perasaanmu

Pengorbanan yang kau lakukan
Untuk dewasakanku
Hanya bisa ditanggung hati ibu

Namun ku percaya
Takkan terlerai kasih
Ikatan ini takkan putus

PURR!

2008-05-09T21:09:00.007+08:00

Instead of KIKI,

THE COACH CALLS ME KITTY!

"MEEEEEEEOW!"

YaWnS

2008-05-08T04:58:00.003+08:00

HI. I am feeling very ngantok and am doing my homework since 4am. 0_-

t.i.r.e.d

2008-05-06T20:38:00.004+08:00

After today, it seems that everything is piling up on my shoulder. And yes, I mean everything. Weight issues, especially. Self esteem is going down down down. Yar yar, people say "Accept your flaws and blablabla.." But hello, would you love/like to be damn skinny like those aneroxic models or like me, a walking stick? I don't like seeing myself in a full- length mirror. =(

Anyway, SUNDAY was simply great with brother driving as around. We had ben&jerry's and a walk around at the new mall at Downtown East before heading to Tampines Mall to chill out. & I seriously think that abang is really childish. A guy who is turning 21 this year, played at the playground at Tampines Mall. A guy who addressed himself as uncle among the children and waited for his turn to play.

Scenario: A child was playing with the 'spin-spin thing' and an Indian girl was waiting her turn. Abang stood near the 'spin-spin thing' and then he said to both the children, "Later UNCLE'S turn okay. Let UNCLE play for a while."

Please laugh, people. UNCLE, you know. He addressed himself as u-n-c-l-e and still he wanted to play with the thing. OMG! (Rez bnyk cakap padehal, die pon maen... -_-") After that we headed to Pasir Ris to fetch father and we went to West Coast (Ayer Rajah Hawker Center) and had our dinner there. &&&&& I saw Ahmad there. Unexpected seeyyy.

& yesterday, after school SuperstarFiza, Azizah and I went to Jurong Point to have our lunch and after that we went to Sarah's house to visit her. Poor her. Her story very tragic, seriously. She was going downhill, braked, sommersault and injured herself quite badly. Oh well, get well soon! I went off earlier and went to IMM to meet my family there. I fell in love with Esprit's RED cardigan but I resisted to buy it because I pity mother. Cey cey cey, macam paham. I had sushis over there and OMG saya cinta sama itu sushi banyak-banyak. I want more I want more I want more! But I want my farley more. Hahaha!

& today... A bit exhausting. Im not sure what's going on in my mind. It seems that a lot is going on in my mind but I couldnt list them out. I'll sort them out, soon. Perhaps, maybe, I think so.

This place is damn cool. But only for kids.

When I was a child, I dont see this kinda place.

A ferris wheel in the mall.

L-U-C-U.

Round&Round&Round!

See? He was waiting for his turn.

Sarah's 'speedy recovery' balloon.

& I found this photo somewhere in my blog. Cute, right? Hahaha! Dont puke, please. I feel like chopping off my hair, like that! ^_^

& do watch this. Volume a bit soft, so turn up the volume.

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OMG! Anugerah Band. The hosts are like talking to themselves and the crowd is as good as they are not there. Effing boring, effing dry, effing dull. We need something N-E-W. Media ppl, please be more creative and entertain us. Thanks. 0_-

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I watched a documentary at Art Central yesterday and it almost moved me to tears. The documentary is called (if I'm not wrong) 'The family who move with four legs". All of them move from one place to another like apes as they have a little bit of brain retardation (they are all older than my age, btw). & to see how their neighbours treat them was really sad. What really moved me was when they got to go to the beach for the very first time in their lifes. The smiles on their face was undescribable. & then they were trained to walk properly by some experts and when they got to accomplish that (even though they still wobble about), I could really see happiness in their faces. Oh well, some people are not as fortunate as us.

THE END.

flu

2008-05-03T20:26:00.006+08:00

Family & I (without dad) went to BPP to have our dinner at KFC and most of the time we were making a joke out of Aliff Aziz, promoting KFC and so on. -_- Before that we went to Spectacles' Hut and abang, being a-b-a-n-g was delighted/enlightened to see the malay optician in the shop. Crazy fella! Back at home, Azhar fiddled with my mobile & called one of my contacts and hanged up. I freaked out and told him, "OMG! You called the wrong person!" Few seconds later, my mobile rang. Azhar answered, "Hello. Sorry Sorry, wrong number." This guy ehh, aku tendang jugak. Okay, that was yesterday.

On Labour Day, which was on Thursday 1stMay2008, familia and I went to Geylang and Bugis. We went Geylang to buy kain songket and kain batik for the kenduri(maulud nabi) which is coming up soon at my grandmother's kampong. & some sales person were damn irritating and I felt like smacking them up and under. BISH!

Then we had our dinner at some coffee shop at Bugis and after that we went to Bugis Junction/Street to shop around. Though I didnt get what I want/NEED, I got myself a pretty blouse. Oh oh! I fell in L-O-V-E with Lee Cooper's pumps and mum was so on to get it for me but I turned the offer down because I want/NEED something else badly than that pumps. ^_^

& right now, ~~Im having a flu~~ I HAVE A FLU which is annoyingly irritating like some people. Hahaha! GOSH! Free flow of mucus. Want some? & YAH! Starbucks has this deliciously addictive drink which I so want to get it when I visit it the next time. Ooolala! =)))

& Katarzyna is eliminated from cycle 10. Yet another pretty face gone.

2008-04-29T22:38:00.001+08:00

"NAK STICK CAKAP." - dad

OMG! Can I have it now? :)

very loving

2008-04-29T21:51:00.002+08:00

Though some things are still not settled yet & I swear I dont know when it will be settled or will it ever be settled, dearest Madelene from CINTA HMS FOC created a video specially for the whole group. VERY VERY VERY LOVING. && There'll be AGAPE Steamboat tomorrow, tapi memandangkan DOMPET Nur Rezeki Binte Marzoki sudah kering, I think it is better for me to go to Hockey training right right right?

& NDP Bay Ambass interview was just now but I dont have the confidence that I'll get it and besides I'm not even sure if I'll have training(s) on Saturday. Oh well, we'll see. Speaking of trainings, I ran a total of 7 frigging rounds for Monday's training. & I feel super pathetic as I didnt get to complete two rounds in 4 minutes. TEEETT! Okay, Im looking forward for more running and more 'mindgames'. & I feel a bit bodoh, because I dunt have 'rhythm' while dribbling the ball. -_-

Oh oh! I saw my previous childcare center in the news! I was super duper extremely excited when I saw all the cute adorable familiar faces in TV. They are still as cute as ever, can? & speaking of that, I'll be starting my practicum at another center tmr. Excited nervous and... hmmm *insert word*.

2nd week of school

2008-04-26T20:25:00.010+08:00

With school, time passed really fast & with trainings, I get more tired. Haha! Ive nothing to blog, seriously. Everyday is almost the same, with scheduled timetable. So no point blogging what happened from Monday all the way to Friday. Except that on Thursday, Ziza, Shan, Peter, Chen Ying and I met up with our lovely bubbly mentor at our new childcare center that we're attached to. Compared to my year one's attachment, Im more excited for this year's practicum. & Friday's (extra) training was really tiring. Persevere Determination GAMBATTE!

First hockey training with the juniors.

Hockey Senior Girls.

Amira playing Isla Pirata. (1st MAYC tutorial)

Maryam with full concentration.(1st MAYC tutorial)

Maryam has no time for the camera.(1st MAYC tutorial)

With ANTZ.(1st MAYC tutorial)

PeiYun, Fwah, HuiYing and Cheese.(1st MAYC tutorial)

IDA was always ONE STEP AWAY frm victory.(1st MAYC tutorial)

Picture Link. (1st MAYC tutorial)

Same camp bag with Syazwani Barney. (FOC 2008)

My eyes got a bit sepet, eh? (Telematch 2008)

With Kira. (Telematch 2008)

With school to occupy my time, Ive almost ZERO time to entertain nonsense that people create. Selfish? No, I don't think so because logically, it's nonsense. Ive cant be bothered with people who think that life is all about 'me, myself and I', who create something out of nothing making a one big fucking mess and who try so hard to make things go perfectly well. Nothing's perfect and seriously, dont beat around the fucking bush because I hate it. *frowns* On a lighter note, I do have more camp pictures. But I think readers would get sick and tired of camp photos "because face it Rez, camp was 2weeks ago." Still, I'll save it for later, when I don't any other pictures to share. And channel 5 is going to telecast Prison Break 3 plus the never ending series LOST. Like bodoh like that.

2nd Year :)

2008-04-19T12:40:00.003+08:00

TWO YEARS OF BLOGGING! =)

School: Assignments are coming in slowly. It's giving me goosebumps! I really need to achieve what I've aimed for, that means I got to work my ass off. Nonetheless, school is relatively interesting so far, but there's lots of reading to do. BOOO! Other than that, my life is like a plateau. -_-"

PICTURES PICTURES PICTURES!
TELEMATCH:

AGAPE 1

AGAPE 2

AGAPE 3

CINTA 1

CINTA 2

CINTA 3 with Wayne

CINTA 4

Female GLs with Janell.

Female GLs with Huixian.

Juian looking for FUN?

Chara GLs.

Juian!

Yes, we did have FUN!

Twinnie. :)

We may be small, but we're the CHAMPION!

Pretty much like NDP. LOL!

The last game.

YEAP YEAP! WE'RE FIRST!

Trophy.

AGAPE GLs.

Charmaine & Sheila.

Half of CINTA.

HMS OEI!

FOC:

First day of Lunch.

Ming Xiu & some other ex-cos trying to take away my house flag.

I didnt want to get wet.

Preparing for cheer.

Massaging Wani's leg. & I still have more camp pictures! Weewit!

HMS POWER!

2008-04-17T20:10:00.002+08:00

HMS IS READY!
HMS IS SMOOTH!
HMS WILL TAKE CONTROL
& STOMP ALL OVER YOU!

& YES! We did stomp everyone from other schools bcause we're the CHAMPIONS FOR TELEMATCH 2008! The freshmen really did us proud. But hey, not forgetting the people who came to CHEER & SCREAM out loud! Including MEEEE! Hehehe! I love school, I love HMS! THINK PEOPLE! Hell ya, I had lots of fun yesterday & that includes hockey training. Hahah! After so long, I finally showed up. =P & I could say the number of juniors who showed up is quite overwhelming but well, the more the merrier. I need to go to more trainings, I need to improve my skills, I need my stamina back. Okay, enough of that.

Today's Mathematics for Young Children (MAYC) tutorial was very fruitful and FUN! I really learn a lot from Phillip and how I wish the Dees could have him as our permanent lecturer. He is truly an inspring person, seriously. All the ideas he came up with... WOW! & I think Miss Su's tutorial really got many of us thinking. One of the questions she asked was "Do you see that you'll be long in this field?" My ans? A straight NO. -_-

CRAZY JUIAN!

Specially done by Si Min for AGAPE GLs. This is truly UNCONDITIONAL LOVE. =)

swensen's at suntec city

2008-04-15T22:11:00.004+08:00

BUUUUUUURP! Such finger licking dinner at Swensen's, Suntec City. I had super chocolate fudge for my drink and pasta with some deep fried fish. As for dessert, the whole family had earthquake. Can I have more dry ice? The effect only like for one minute, not fun sey. But whatever it is I dont have to pay a single cent, so I shall not grumble much. Thank you, Abang for the delicious treat! Ehh, since he got more ka-ching from the freaking government, maybe he should treat us to somewhere else. Eh Eh Eh? :]

Tmr will be Ngee Ann's Telematch & I'm all excited about it. Hopefully, I can see everyone whom I dearly miss from HMS, as in really everyone. Ehem Ehem! Plus, there will be hockey training in the evening tmr. Telematch will end before 4 and so I got 2hrs to spare. There's AGAPE mini outing at KAP but I'm super broke. Seriously IDK why. TEEEET!

This was my drink. Alamak, mama! I want more!

This was Faiz's float. It gave me a feeling that I was in A&W, many many years back.

Cookies&Cream for Abang.

My fooood. & Im plain lazy to post the other pictures.

See this idiot with an idiot pose.

With Joel. First thing when I saw him, I said "You're CUTE!"

Cinta's version of Ming Xiu.

Chilling by the beach.

Our board.

With Lanze & Joel.

Party time!

Adelene!

GIRLS.

GUYS

Group Leaders from AGAPE.

Group Identity.

G.Ls t-shirt. & I think that could be more. :)

No one but him... As cliche as it sounds. STOP THE NONSENSE. -_-"

PICTURES PART ONE

2008-04-14T19:22:00.006+08:00

First day of school was totally boring. I wasnt even paying the least attention during Financial Management class. My eyes were damn heavy that I felt like sleeping. zZzzZ. As for speech, not that bad. Hah! Okay, enough of school. Now, pre-camp & some of FOC pictures. I got around 100 pictures, you know. CLICK FOR LARGER VIEW!

Flag making.

Simplicity is the best. :)

This was LUNCH on the first day of pre camp.

Azizah & I before sleeping.

During pre-camp lunch.

Pre-camp campfire/campers' night. PAISEY!

D Reunion.

SLEEEEEEEPING.

After Pre-camp @ Alumni.

Milo Dinosaursssss. ROAR!

FOC @ Sentosa with Adelene.

At Mac'D, having lunch.

AGAPE CHAMPION HOUSE!

HMS OEI!

After dipping ourselves in the sea.

More to come...